Dear god.. wad a dae... meeting was all abt our fair on 8/8/06.. realli hope will success.. u know.. well... todae licia have to go back early.. caz work.. well.. of course is different w/o her..... brought contact lens.. but.. haiz.. not good de.. well.. nvm haha.. k nvm.. some photos....


everyone love god dun we... todae topic was all abt tis.. the onli christian that dispute wif the 4 buddist... haha.. veri qi lor.. exspecially this gordon.. bth him... nvm..den jack sae wan 2 read my bible.. so funny.. haha.. like... so funny lor.. well.. is nt the time yet.. i think i lend him the student guide line book.. instead.. so nice of him to tot of reading bible.. but oso scared he read den gt wrong concept... so.. better not.. safe den sorry...

tml go bugis buy the material.. todae veri qi.. so angry.. but is ok man.. evelyn happi b dae arh.. 18 liao rite..lol..

kor r getting better... hab a great tok wif my second bro.. n his op todae was quite a success..




vick n me bugis....

Dear heavenly father..=) ytd was awesome... ha.. st wif vick... she is so awesome... den saw donavan... haha.. he gt gf liao.. wrong wife.. he sae wan.. well... haa... carrying gucci bag.. lol.. dunno real or fake... tat bag is 1484 plus lor... or use mother wan haha...oops.. den take neo print wif her.. haha.. sofunny de..=) haz....den she meet gwen.. i go home bathe change den go church caz i change at skool... den go church den discuss abt sth on 12 aug.. i realise that there is alot of things to do.. so bz... haiz...barzza den 12 aug.. den archer hang out den tis n that... but i like haha.. the more bz i m.. the more i will think of god.. haha.. goin to bible tok le... at peiling house.. the journey goin to be long .. real long..

i juz simply love god... y... caz he is my everything...


ytd nite cum hm... den saw second bro wear a unfamiliar necklane.. den ask him.. he dun reply.. den keep asking den he sae is it so important.. den i go my rm put my stuff tok to him.. den saw the crigs... and lighter.. on the table.. den ask him wa.. y u put like tat den i sae u disappoint them.. den he sae not he put wan.. den is actually my parents know abt it den my father put in on the table instead... den i kept telling him.. like i trust him but he like tat.. still smoke.. den he sae if u r here to lecture me.. den pls get out.. den i dun wan.. den i still tok.. den he bang the table den he shout.. dunno wad den he walk out to living room... den i sit down thinking wad should i sae... hha... den i went out den yelled back at him n sae.. if u still wan 2 live in ur own world.. juz go ahead.. if u think ur gf is more important den ur family den go ahead... u think u alone can shout i can t is it... den after tat he sae good.. den my parents cum hm.. den they ask me y i shout.. den i juz told them lor.. den they tok 2 my bro in the room.. hab a long long tok den cum out.. btw.. my older bro got lock at the church haha wif raymond.. haha.. den call me.. den i call shwn seet... den my family matter.. finally slowly settle liao.. so happi... den my father tok 2 my older bro n me.. den tok tok tok den tok until i wan 2 fall asleep liao.. haha.. caz 1 plus liao veri tired.. hha..so happi.. heard that my second bro wan 2 study the bible all over again.. love.. finally u change ur mind..





Dear god..a fine dae todae... though many things happen at home.. but well... den went skool brought some stuff to sell... unwanted stuff.. den licia take abit.. go hm.. haha.. she like laces... i oso... haha.. the laces girl.. haha... todae todae.. meeting meeting.. deco deco.. walk walk walk deco deco deco... yay.. lincoln baptise next week... finally... haha... so happi.... really realli.. caz never expected lor... in a way like.. u tot he is like won t change that kind.. but no lor.. haha... peace... jasmine.. when when..... haha... i know one dae she will...


this is taken on tues... that time post.. pls read.. caz i can t upload.. till todae...
collecting stocks... trying to be funny wif the specs as usual..

Gordon and boon ping... haha...

gordon n boon ping.. wad a excellent taste..

gordon n me...

Dear god... wad a... ya.... dae.. haiz...it was fine till i remember tis sat i got both work and bible tok... den i decided nt to work... den call my manager... den she not realli happi... den make her angry again.. den i hab to find ppl to replace me.. i ask verona adeline they can t... veri unlucky wan... den i ask stella... den she can t comfirm... den i call her to reply asap.. den i go centre point work todae.. den tell my cousin dat work m phosis oso.. den she call all her partimer..den gt abt 12 girls.. den all cannot... c... unlucky to the core man.. den i kept praying for stella ans... realli pray.. den the whole dae of my mood.. super stress up.. turn me upside down... den totally nt in d mood... den at nite... den stella nearly sae yes.., but still canoot.. den yana sms me.. sae no need to call ur fren work liao... den i wa... yes.... can go bible tok.. wa....


moral of the story... never be blurr when checking ur timetable...



my second bro like break wif the girl le.. heard that the girl veri the hmm wad tat word.. hmm... not act cute... is hmm how do i explain.. hmm *teh* ya.. sth like tat.. den nowadae the girl avoid my bro.. den my bro wan to break wif her... i realise tat my aunt mummy family all dun like the girl too...lol....caz my cousin tat time ask my bro n the girl.. sae we save money den go thailand play.. den my bro ask her wan anot.. den the girl sae.. u pay for me la.. wa... pls leh... u tink my brother print money arh... u oso noe financal not stable still tok tis kind of crap... anyway.. the taka jewellary tat my bro brought for the girl... dunno gif liao ma.. hope he dun gif ... i rather my bro pawn it den donate to the needy ppl... i oso heard tat my bro sae my family force him becum christian.. pls la.. wad a thing to sae.. first one baptise oso him...claim tat he being force oso he sae.. wad can i sae...=)


btw i can t upload the pics.. i dunno y






Dear god... wad a beautiful dae... a fine dae indeed.... todae as usual went skool... den went to bugis wif boon ping n gordon... to choose and collect stocks.... den caz licia hm gt problem... den verona hav to handle some admin stuff den.. we went... den took bus 2 den pass by geylang.. haha.. yes.. there r some ladies wearing realli sexy...lol... den boon ping is our chairman for our berzza fair.. den gordon is our logistic ... so ya.. we went.. den played alot.. haha.. i mad in the store.. haha.. den wait for verona den i gif wrong info she stop wrong stop...den meet her den went to my hm make some sample for the rest to try.. bringing in my new pdt.. haha cornflakes chololate.. love it... den not wasting time... use realli short period of time...=) den verona rite nw at my hm... tml skool..... lol tired.. let me sleep....



god u d best always the one.. i m nt holy.. nor devoted.. i m doin wad i wan n wad god wants...=D




Dear god.. wad a beautiful dae todae.. though it rain alittle ...haha... well.. i feels that my blog is juz fine.. juz the way i like.. to praise u o lord... u guys gt a problem... yes gordon guo xiong.. shawn.. yes... =D ppls... haha... k where was i... rite... yep new term new dae once again... i realli tried so hard to humble myself when comes to tokking to ppl... todae.. well.. was not the rite mood.. although i kind of looking forward to skool.. but well.. i felt tired.. yes.. tired... licia and frens tot wad wif me kind.. and they sae i was angry.. well... haha... annoyed actually... ai ya.. my mood lor.. juz gt piss juz by a little tiny winy problem... well.. though i m nt in church nt near church frens... but i do feel close to each of the sis.... yes.. i juz felt realli warmth though i m in skool.. yes.. licia was wif me too.. and i feel double the warmth haha.. well.. tml is to collect n choose some stuff for our bearzza fair.. yes...



brothers... yes.. my second bro brought veri expensive thing for his gf... well.. my big bro tot buy gif aunntie mummy den they all quite happi.. caz my second bro buy right infront of my aunt mummy for her b dae.. caz my aunt mummy juz point sth frm there.. like play play.. den my second bro went in to the shop... tok 4 awhile and brought sth... my older bro went in.. den the sale provider ask who it tis frm.. my older bro sae is for out god mother... den my second bro sae.. who sae is for her.. i buying it for my gf...=)... can i slap my second bro... wad r u tinking u morron... although is juz $78 to u.. but u can save ok... all those are ur daily wages u get it dad mum didn t gif u money still waste ur hard work.. he is nt getting his monthly pay.. he is getting daily pay den he use it juz to pay a worthless stuff for the gf...i m seriously nt blaming the gf.. i m so mad abt him...he luv tis girl too much liao... he use her to replace god.. n family...nt having a stable relationship and not having a stable finances still like tat... at tis point...we onli can pray... and .. yes more prayer for him... n not forgeting my older bro too...




Dear god... todae is super wonderful dae... well... archering in church and wel.. so fun lor...juz welcoming... ppl.. and of course.. nt missing the archers meeting.. realli encourages me..tis ivan arh... everytime miss archers meeting.. archers are goin 2 hab a hang out he dunno oso.. no chance and time to tell him... so so fun... the part 2 of danvici code... tis dan bown... bad guy...i dun like him...ee... den we got lunch pack in... i tell u... wa... best... haha... me n manfred go buy the pack lunch... den danny fetch us go.. den 38 pks.. alot rite.. ya i know.. haha... k den the ppl in church fellowship.. den we came juz in time to eat... den we sit in big circle eat eat eat.. tok tok.. haha den ivan belated b dae... den they use cake sabo.. haha.. i sit n watch... finally rite.. the wicked gal getting older.. letting the younger generation take over... lol.. den.. we played game.. wacko... double wacko... haha.. den all kind of games.. wao.. we realli bond together...i can t deny.. exspecially the brothers... wa.. todae realli rocks... we stay in church till 3 35.. played many funny games.. haha.. so fun... we united as one and bond as one... lol... so fun



todae.. my older bro came church... well.. the other sleep at hm,... when i came home.. my mum tok to him.. den ya.. like tis... =) i prayed so hard that my second bro won t smoke.. and won t drag my older bro in... amen...





Dear god.. todae was a wonderful dae... well.. todae is auntie mummy birthdae... haha.. hmm... she is my auntie... yet sort of my god mum.. caz last time.. she gt daughters.. onli.. no son.. den my mum gt my twin brother.. den she wan sons.. so kept as godmother kind.. den my mother born me.. so is like buy two get 1.. haha... so i oso call.. caz other den auntie mummy i dunno wad to call liao....ya so my parents treat her and family go eat... den my cousin baby call hmm... amberbell... i think... ai ya.. i call her baby... haha.. so hor.. dunno two yr old liao.. but she veri cute.. den tok chinese.. den i sae y u tok chinese wan.. haha.. den veri funny... den u c get birthdae cake den she wan 2 cut.. den not her birthdae oso cut cut...den after that i frm the room she shout loud loud call me cum out haha. so cute..she sae jie jie come out come out faster come out... *in chinese.. haha den she is juz so cute and funny... ytd combine teens n campus.. so nice.. prayer nite.. den i with auntie joyce joanna silvia n hui xian.. they are all so sweet.. lol... den are the last group tat pray finish.. den miss the song.. ---......den spend tiem wif gwen n jas.. at roof top.. den got lock haha... den heng my mum gt key.....


my both bro cum home.. hope they cum church and not sleeping.. my second bro like gt smoke.. haiz.. i think so.. and i won t pin on him.. caz i trust him.. them.... yes... i trust them...if they lie.. nvm.. as long as they change... one dae... =)




Dear god.. todae wonderful... hha... went out wif licia... ai ya.. she hor... last min tell me her stead and the fren wan 2 meet us... i dunno the fren den suppose to go out wif her onli.. den she like tat.. den after tat she explain to me den ok lor.. the fren is christian.. guy lor.. mistake one... how can a guy evangelise wif licia... yifeng arh...how can call a guy to evangelise wif licia... guy thinking is different from girl thinking.. dun u think so..... den i n licia went queenway den veri funni... i was abt to go wif licia.. den licia tok on phone.. den gt this old lady ask me to help her buy standard ticket to go newton... den i help her.. tell her... den she go... den another tourist lady oso ask me.. buy standard ticket to orchard.. haha.. den i help her... so funny... i like the intruction lady... haha.. but i felt happi to help those ppl..den go queen way buy bag.. den go taka collect my reserved stuff... den my cousin pay for me.. i m realli touched.. .. den go ps.. meet yifeng and fren... den go bk tok...

so so wrong... weiming is yifeng fren... he is a christian for like last 2.. 3 yrs... licia sae yifeng called weiming to convince her abt christian... ok...mistake1.. yi feng should nt call weiming to evangelise wif licia... mistake2...weiming open mouth den ask licia y she dun believe in chrisitan.. sth like tat... licia how to ans... dun realli know him den ask like tat... den mistake 3 he question yifeng y is there a need to pray to mother mary.. because yifeng is catholic church.. den weiming is dunno wad church.. den i didn t like didn t tok .. i faster explain ... den make sure. .. den .. after that... i tok to licia alone... den ask her... she sae dat the way he tok like... veri wad.. den she sae she tok 2 me and listen is better den him.. den i feel veri encouraged.. den she oso sae is nt she dun believe.. she sae i have change after i gt baptised.. den i felt veri happy.. ha... well.....


die i dyed and highlight my hair.. some sae more ahlian.. i dun wan.., the salon auntie arh.. she sae nt bright den becum like tat... although is like my last time hair.. but slightly lighter.. haha..

yes... tml jess cumming to my home to spend time wif me n mum ...




Dear god. todae wornderful.. haha.. finally do hair le... dye highlight cut.. wa... but not sure if nice.. ppl sae gt cut like no cut.. den the colour like brighter onli haha.. well.. .. den go hougang mall but some haircare pdts.. den go tm exchange things.. den at 27 bus.. saw susan.. haha... den she go back skool training cca... ai yo so shiong.. haha.. so tired.. tml go gai gai wif licia.. yay... still can t contact vicktora. she todae sick.. haiz. hmm..... todae da ge cum home le.. caz no work liao... i scared my hair veri weird haha... hope it nice..




Dear god... wonderful dae... todae... suppose to cut hair but... hui fen called me sae waye took mc den need ppl... den i go work lor... den work work work...den realise dat i reserved to mani things in m[phosis... lol..no wonder ... haha... den todae do cashier alot.. den i told customer dat the hp pouch is the last piece.. but i didn t check other drawer.. den oops... i found many.. haha.. many many.. haha... die.. nvm lor.. so cheap... 3.15 .. aha.. yeah... tml tml.. i cut all tis liao.. change look but realli hope it will be nice yeah...

veri hard to contact vicktora.. i tink her hp sot sot wan... haha.. hope thursdae can spend time wif her.. plsssss... haha.. den wed after cutting hair all those.. sure veri free.. need to go tm awhile.. haha.. yeah... i wan 2 spend time wif gwen .. too.. jasmine of course. fiona... yes.. felicia.. silvia... and of course jacinda.. haha... soon soon.. juz before my skool start.... hope there is time






Dear god.. realli happi to dae.. n ytd night... my brothers and i still nt happi wif each other. and use realli crude words on each other.. i tot tat i will hate him... =) but god lead me to another path dat never to b expected... dunno wad happen.. i tok joke tease wif my bros ytd... our anger to each others juz kind of disappear... is like nth happen before...i realli hope that their faith will be gaining and nt slowly fading away.. i realli hope tat their love for god and the family is still there and not vanish times after times... is true.. i realli love my family... even how bad i juz still love them... i realli wan 2 pray for my father and mother.. for their strong and faithful heart... and my brother for still forgive me 4 my rude behaviour.. thanx.. and oso nt forgeting.. to pray for


Jasmine..not to be tempted by frens and influence by them... may god always gif her consistent reminder tat u are watching her and giving her a path tat lead her closer to u god...

Fiona...tat she will have a speedy recovery and ease her pain ..god stay by her side as hw u stay for her brother sister and her mum.. be wif them...

Felicia..tat she will not be so eager to leave the skool as soon as she finish her lesson.. and to stay strong .. facing the skool with lies and worldy people....god.. i know is hard for her.. but i know u will help her...

Silvia...that she will do well in her upcoming common test... i know lord.. she wan 2 do well... god i realli hope u will help her not to care so much on how their frens studying or didn t study... caz i know god.. she will do even better than them god...

Jacinda..tat she will be happi wif her mum..god i know that i m realli lucky god.. and i know tat she wan 2 be strong god... but at times.. there is part of her tat she felt realli sad... god.. realli hope tat u will stand by her god... to allow her to face every problems tat stand in her way.. and not to push it away...

Licia...tat her family relationship will grow stronger... having a wonderful fren in the world is ... god.. bless her and and awesome family.. god.. i realli hope one dae.. juz one fine dae.. i will c licia there.. wif me.... n u... and her family....


Amen..



Todae work haha.. wif with Amber again.. my cousin...didn t know we will tok lor.. caz i always tot our age gap to big and thinks will nt tok 2 me..bt i was wrong my cousin do tok to me.. and realli glad.. she also realli treats me as her cousin by asking me to eat tis and tat so touched... lol and oso she arh.. expensive girl... the money alot like tat.. den always sae she veri poor... haha...den veri nice lor... fun... like real.. work lor.. haha..tomorrow.. go cut hair highlight dye yay... juz can t wait... haha... hope my hair will turn out to be ugly or ah lian...

Lubin and Jacinda haha funny shot..

Shawn and felicia... haha she juz can t stop luffing...

the chu mouth.. den c.. felicia.. lol still luffing..

felicia n me. haha... manfred.. gosh... haha..

Dear god.. todae ya wonderful dae... i realli enjoy the date.. ytd.. haa... den me silvia n jac decided to make breadfast for our dates... so ya.. jac make french toast wif chilli tuna.. i oso .. but.. wahh... wilfred dun eat chilli... he hor... ha... veri mafan wan... he can t take chilli he can t take anything related to milk ..myo oso cannt tar tar sauce oso cannot... even chololate tat gt milk he can t take... haha.. c.. hw.. den he no choice bite one mouth haha.. den at least i buy jelly he eat.. den silvia make cereals... den i took the milk home.. bt forget to bring.. .. silvia.. i am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry... den he cereals gt banana n rasins.. but w/o milk ha.. oops... ya.. den todae tok abt confronting the davici code... ha... Dan Brown like to create funny jokes.. i mus sae... haha.. but nt bad... his "joke book" sold millions of it... wad jesus was married to marry madelence den gif birth to a girl and wan marry to lead the church haha... wad rubbish... if jesus realli married.. den the bible will write rite.. not some kind of joker writing juz to earn more money... hey ppl.. dun be con to such books.. if realli need to read book.. den read bible... waste money read wad Davinci Code... i gif free speech la.. even better.. hah...den if u all watch the Davinci Code movie even funny.. wad the Jesus last supper... den beside jesus is the claim to be the wife.. *vomit white foams*.. if that is the case... where is John.. haha.. .. nvm... so weird tis Dan Bown... crack joke... but it seems like ur joke cannot make it and has gone too far...

todae after church spend time wif jess tok alot... den call licia ask her goin 2 fasheng birthdat celebration... den she nt goin... veri qi leh.. fasheng called licia den she i goin... which ear hear i confirm go... den wan licia to go no need to put lead in statement ma.. /put third party...pls lor... licia oso noe u put lead in statement... ha... den gordon called me is juz after i called licia... den abit pissed.. den realli dun wan 2 go... maybe.. i juz gt tis nt a veri good impression of him... oops.. well... anyway happi birthdae dude...


todae wan 2 go out wif jasmine.. but mum sae so long never go uncle house den go lor... hope it will be fine here... well kor todae go aunt house stay... we realli let go liao. stop giving them money... mum jus ask so u all todae go aunt house stay.. den they juz sae ya la.. den walk away,.. totally no chance to tok to them... so so so pissed of wif them... *if i gt the right... i realli wan 2 tell them off and of course.. a big big big tight slap..**... if la.. haha...




Dear god... is was a wonderful dae... get up tot hab to work.. but relieve tat no need den write my name n sector on the flyer of confronting davici code...den put it at all my neighbour doors.... the whole block.. so happi.. caz can put ma... den so encouraging caz some of the doors gt cross... haha... den todae DATE... haha.. but... fiona they all went pula ubin... den fiona cycle and fall on a steep road... he chin need 7 stiches.. heart breaking.. den her hand n leg were all... wa.. u know.. i nt sure.. is i heard wan.. so i dunno hw to describe the wA... den we went date....my date is wilfred.. haha den jacinda date is lubin the rulers of pulaubin .. haha no la.. den silvia date is manfred.. den felicia date is shawn seet... haz... so fun.. taking pics alot.. den i get to know wilfred better... closer friendship...realli happi tat he is my date..=D... den before meeting them i n felicia went arcade.. den i play rf again as usual... den fiona can t cum caz she hurt herself.. den she and shawn poh didn t turn up.. den we go food court eat den go eat ice cream.. yummi.. den take a scroll den tok.... haha

Our dates...

todae kor kor they didn t go aunt house stay. den i sae.. wa finally.. den went in the room to sae hi... den they like... super angry i dunno y.. den i sae hi.. are u guys cumming to church tml.. den he sae i nt cumming u happi... den dunno wad he sae den he sae he bad mood.. den i juz close the door.. caz i feel tat i may cry any time.. they treat the home like wad.. like dun wan 2 cum home.. like my parents forced them cum home.. y muz stay until boon lay even their work place there.. cannot travel meh.. nt sae another country.. always take the easy way out.. den my parents and i realli miss them.. but.. it seems like they care about themselves den us... realli heartbreaking.. haiz... it seem tat my second bro gf n their works and where they live is veri important.. suppose to tell them abt my date todae caz in the past i aways told them.. it seem like we didn t even get to tok.. haiz... my mum packed their room... so neat.. den everytime went in the room to switch on the internet cable.. den always feel so cold n empty... haiz.. dey tinks tat we controls them... pls.. y dun they think who is hurting who... is all the control n where they live n gf is so important den us n god... is looks like they are fallin away...haiz.. god.. teach me hw to help them... can i still be in their help.. cum back home scold my mum.. i think... haiz...if i can slap them.. i will... when will they wake up... when...

Dear god...= didn t went for mid week.. haiz.. go work lor.. mistake big mistake.. i hope there won t be second time... PPl stop asking me y muz go church... or... how to call u work.. u every dae go church.. no lor... go church learn good thing y dun go... haiz... but i didn t turn up...

ytd went work taka... den go shawn poh concert... he sing.. choir.. wa... alumni leh... lol... den gt fiona silvia me jacinda ivan and lincoln support him.... den we kind of cheer for him by shouting go shawn poh and great job shawn poh.. haha.. den our timing always veri good wad... when we shout.. haha nt like others... shout den the resh shhh them haha.. wa... we sit wa was abt to enjoy the concert.. den behind us gt the school malays girls.. wa.. super off la.. the way they wear... haha.. den bak bak some more.. i means alot.. haha so bad soso bad.. haha.. *evil* haha.. den veri noisy... veri veri.. cannt stop talking wan.. den we shout.. den they like copy tat kind but shout their frens name.. lol... den jacinda sae sth super funny.. becaz the choir sing a song that those malays girls sit behind us tat know how to sing den dey oso sing.. den jacinda sae... tat is the reason y those malays girls are sitting down as audience and not involved wif the choir... haha..den she name them as the choir of noise **isit,...* .. is it like tis lol... den took many photos...

todae work... ya den m[phosis designer came to our store change manniquin.. den help out..wel... WHY do the designer that i saw always look like hmm.. gay haha oops... ya .. den the mphosis designer called CoLin.. haha... den abit old... 30 plus i think.. den wear the clothing abit fitting wan haha..haha.. den ya..


SHAWN.. CORNER RIGHT...

TWIST.....

LINCOLN IVAN JAC N ME.. C... ALL WITH OUR WIDER SMILE AND SMALLEST EYES

HAHA ON PURPOSE TO ENLARGE THE PIC.. AS U CAN SEE.. FIONA IS DOIN THE ACT CUTE STATUS.. SILVIA WIF THE LADY OF LIBERTY STATUS AND JACINDA WIF THE AUNTIES OF ALL MANKIND STATUS LOLX

Dear god... wonderful... god... everytime juz typ ur name i juz feel closer to u... i feel more secure juz like tat... m i worldy god.. m i... i realli dunno... i tink i realli need to ask the sis liao... wad is clubbing like... is nt realli good rite... i heard afew frens dat is quite addicting for a period of times... it can be scary. no.. it it... god.. hw... tmr work den after go c shawn poh concert.. tmr work den cannt go church... haiz... is my fault... my manager ask den i sae ok... caz last few wk no work den finally gt.. juz agree.. den i regret... i realli dun wan 2 work.. i wan 2 go church... i wan...i call verona she sae cannt... vionn gt skool... den adeline MiA haha..den candies gt skool deh shima ps wan den yvonne wan 2 work bt no working experience in mphosis.. angeline oso... jasmine oso.. den joanne oso cannt.. den stella oso cannt... hw... all cannt...wad a mistake i made....... oo.. saturdae we gt date... = ) ha... my date is wilfred... seriously.. i realli dunno much abt him...the onli time dat we two is during hope fun fair.. the egg egg games... haha.. ..cool rite..my first date leh.. haha.. never expect... but oso quite glad...=)

todae go k box.. win candies n jieying.. centrepoint emphosis working frens.. dey realli funny.. die... den saw jas at marina square... working...so cool.. c her there...=) den after tat we follow jie ying go LV shop collect her LV BAG... veri cute... small wan 1000++... siao wan the bf.. dunno sign on wad.. haz den saw tis lv wallet... den i n candies and to c.. den wa... wallet normal kind.. 880... ex like mad lor.. i earn oso dun hab so much... haz.. thei coin purse already 330 liao.. haha.. den dey wan 2 go GUCCI... ok lor.. much nicer their stuff.. LV like for old ppl kind.. dden GUCCI can... veri nice... i n candies saw tis new collection wallet.. black wan.. den gt ribbon.. so cute... 790.. haha..can c onli lor..790 leh... is realli veri ex... go in muz prepare to be shocked of the price.... maybe buy oso buy the classic for mummy...den save save save buy gif daddy oso... den if can save save save save save buy for both kor... haz... slowly wait haha..the quality is quite good... dunno make frm wad skin.. den my daddy use the wallet.. like may spoil anytime.. haha... maybe buy gif him first.. haha... den if can i ultra save save save buy gif licia.. haha.. den she won t hab to use her bilabong wallet liao.. den save save save save save buy gif the sisters in church... haha... i like mad liao.. hha.. i dunno y.. no la.. GUCCI cannt veri hard...buy red earth... haha... best i buy gif jess... her wallet muz change le... not spolit.. but will spoil ma... haha... stop... i cannot think all tis.. but u know.. the COACH wallet oso nt bad.. 250 ... cheaper den GUCCi...ha... wa cannot go out wif those ppl will siao wan.. control... but i realli wan 2 buy gif daddy leh...


my bro staying at aunt house... so.. ya... i juz feel it lor.. if i dun go church in the middle of the week... the percentage of fallin away is 1 per by 1 per cent ticking up lor...both of them stay there... how.. todae already didn t go liao..work.. sun leh..hmmm... ppl muz pray for my both bro...=)

Candies and Jieying... k box.. like their home hor.. haz

Sing....Candies and me Twist

Jie Ying and Me.. she kawaii rite.. haz

Me candies mirror...

Jie Ying n me... Our famouse act cute pic...

Me and jaslyn at her sotong shop haha

Dear god... todae was ok.. todae suppose to go bugis to choose the items from the supplier.. but i think think too early..so some other ddae den choose... den licia and her mum ok le... =) well... my mum n dad decided let my both bro stay at my aunt house.. at first i strongly object... but well... my parents sae let go.. gif them try.. both gt work.. different place.e... ytd night i kind of lecture him... i didn t but he sae gt...he sae we dun understand him caz i dun wan him to stay my aunt house.. boon lay leh... one head one tail.. den we dun even know they both ok a not.. eat good and sleep well there we also dunno den he claim we dun understand... we object den he sae we dun understand we agree den still can tok.. this his logic of understanding.. haiz.. house so big.. den a shadow of them oso dun hab....oso dunno when cum back... my second bro arh.. the problem is partly is abt his gf... always cum hm so late.... c arh.. my bro sae the gf gt call him cum home early when they were togther... but he dun wan.. problem 1.. if the ger realli love my bro.. she should be determind to wan him home as early as she can caz my bro wad oso tell her.. so she shuld know wad... problem 2... if my bro realli love the ger... even if the ger juz sae "i tink u better go hm" den he should go caz the ger concern his safety ...den tis month bill my bro comfirm first lor...studies work no first onli hp bill first.. top lor... waiting lor..12/7 c bill.. i dun believe h is bill will be lower den me...


kor kor... i know u both know wad is rite and wrong.. and know hw to think... but stop giving up of god be it gf or money... is it so worth it... all tis is short pleasure... y dun u see it... u staying at aunt house u think is will help in ur spritual life... and if u cumming to sure juz to be holy... do u hink is a rite motive..... haiz....




Dear god ytd didn t blog... caz.. haha.. church... den gt leaders meeting... den man n lincoln went to my house.. waiting for jasmine oso... caz jasmine spend time wif peiling.. den i wan 2 go hm but lin dunno where to go.. caz he staying till world cup den i n jas oso..den he sae the bro nt staying den wait he alone in church .. den i call jess first.. ask her is it ok to bring them.. den listen to her advice le.. den i bring them go... den wait till jas cum den we go church le...den i archer haha.. den the the chief archer suggest we shuld wear red shirt.. haha.. caz i n susan bring it up to the chief archer tat church oso shuld be lively.. light up the atmosphere..haha den went we cum to church.. susan bring her one n onli face paint haha.. den she paint her face gary face my face haha...so cool la. . den so different the whole time.... den after the service 8 to like 10 pm.. de went cheer.. den go my house eat den cum back church eat again.... den haiz.. i bang in to a suggestion / letter box... on my forehead.. at termasak room..den sonia is wif me.. so pai seh.. haha.. den super pain of course.. u try banging ur own head on a metal box.. haz.. realli painful.. the suggestion/letter box la .. put too high till i bang on it.. k den quite happi to c both my bro came for church... but nt service... though.. well is a good start i muz sae..den ok italy won... though i wan france won... italy arh.. so cunning and so bao li...always make france trip and fall... den italy always fall themselves den waste time.. haha.. ya as u guys saw.. 10 zidane gt red card be cause of italy..yes he use his iron head to bang on italy chest.. but tis kind of ting muz know y he did that wad... he wan 2 kick the ball but tis italy player use his both hand to like grab him... dat make him angry...muz play fair rite...haha.. but well italy will won... but is it a fair game haha... ok la..... italy won la.. i muz juz let go.. haha... FrAncE....sobx... den in church we watch in a big screen haha.. den italy fans sit one side.. france fans sit another side.. so funny... den as usual the sisters yell shout... brothers oso ok... haha...so cool lor... den samanta came den support italy den cum sit at france... some more beside me.. haha.. den we keep shooting each other.. so so funny... shoot until infront ppl look behind haha... she la.. sae france veri slow.. den keep fallin.. den i sae italy didn t trip france won t fall haha.. den keep saying but veri fun lor... den sonia n jas went my house stay till todae... ya.. den tok 2 sonia.. de jasmine go home den go skool.. it was quite fun ...=)




Dear god..todae suppose to wake up ltr caz ytd slept at 4 plus... den my manager frm city link call me work den gt sms... den i dun off hp den disturb onli...haha well...4 plus my bro haven t cum hm wad can i sae...todae suppose to eat dinner wif my family... den my father suggested to call my bro gf... den i strongly object his idea... but he bring it up to my bro.. den ask me if kor gf can cum den i sae tat u sae family leh... den i told my father n kor den even if the gf dun cum he after dinner still go out.. wad can i can.. den kor nt happi lor... den he went back to lie on his bed.. den my mum awhile ltr ask him u dun wan 2 go arh.. den he sae sth like *i dun feel like goin but can dun go meh* tat kind ... den i ask my mum wad he sae... den i told my mum in my room tat.. he dun wan 2 go can dun go ma.. wan den cum back home stay dun wan den go out... call him eat dinner like so hard.. den he heard den he shout wan 2 tok dun tok at ppl back.. den i shout back .. i where gt tok at ppl back u can cum listen wad... den he sae u cum la... den i sae u cum la.. den my father call me to stop den we stop le... i super super nt happi wif him.. den my da ge ltr join us... den after tat my father told me tat i should encourage him and nt being so changlleging den like scold him den after tat... i sae sorry to my bro.. and tell him hw i felt.. but.. he still.. like need time to think..do u know he told me tis for like 3 4 times last week till nw... i ask him u nw leading tis kind of life good arh.. he sae ok ok lor...den after dinner he go meet his gf.. haiz.. so no life lor.. i realli dun understand.. is like being tie down... some more he nt doin well in his spritual life lor.. haiz..... hw can i help him...my father call him to be back before 12 nw wad time... still haven t see his face....

Looking at a room tat fills with memories sorrows and emptiness...always thought tat it was lively and warmth... but it will still be a day when it will be emptiness......


it do hurts me dad n mum... dun they realise that ... y didn t dey obey... fell in to a hole dat is so so deep .. i dun wan 2 cry.. i wan 2 be strong.. but ... how long can i stay... the room has been empty for 4 days... as i sae.. i hardly see them... even gt but is less den 4 hours... god wad should i do... lead us to a path dat we can help our loved one......




Dear god... todae as usual was a wonderful dae is juz tat hw we view it as.... to dae is fiona and auntie jenny b dae... so exciting... i feel tat todae time was quite short.. maybe because i wake up to late.. haha i wake up den gt 9 messages... scare me man.. haha... but quite cool.. haha... den suppose to meet gwen.. but den she scared late.. den i oso gt alot of thing haven t complete... den decided nt to spend time....den go church....den because of celebrating fiona bdae we sabo her as usual... haha.. nt i suggest hor.. haha... but i involved oso.. den we go chom chom eat... or chomp chomp.. haha.. i dunno... den eat till 2 pluss whi cch i dunno hw... caz we play games ma.. o ya we saw JOANNE den we tok to her... gosh miss her so much.. she sit during my bible studies... ya she have change.. she is still her.. yet in a way style... den the ppl tat go eat is jacinda ivan fiona n sis den ej lincoln kyn n bro n ben...den fiona mum pay for all the food.. tat is alot.. i means... we are realli thankful.. den after playing some games oso fiona mum fetch us home... some of us i means.. den veri funny.. when gt red light.. we are next to a police car.. den fiona mum sae never wear safety belt.. den we faster fasten.. den the policeman driver look over to fiona mum car den we tot he chakc on us.. den i saw he oso for get to wear safety belt.. haha.. den he faster wear oso.. PoLiCe maN arh... next time i catch u instead haha deciding nt to sleep.. haha.. depend on my mood haha..


as usual both of my bro are nt at home... well.. haiz god... i feel tat i having b.a towards them.. i dunno should i juz let it go and let my parents handle... or ... well.. i dunno..dey already fell into this hole le lor.. barely see them for like 3 days or so.. my second bro cum home less den 2 hours go out.. my da ge stay aunt house for like 3 dae... helping them move house lor... nt bad lor.. they treat our home like hotel.. check in check out...haiz.. no matter hw hard i told them dey juz throw my words like rubbish... den my father gif them money.. wad can i sae.. haiz.. utterly disappointed in them... wad can i do.. i dun hab the rite... my parents warn me nt to lecture scold them... hw cum they becum until like tat... is does break my heart lor... it realli do... god is realli veri hurting to c them behaving like tat... no job still gt gf... den money take frm where... cannot even let my parents relax a bit.. muz put the bills infront of them den dey will understand dat there is no freelance meh... my parents some more tot they work den can help a bit.. den nw both no job at the same time.. hw.. den my peanut money can help hw much.. can t even pay the water bills... my parents still can afford all those.. is juz tat i juz dun wan them to work so hard.. i believe they know.. is juz tat they wan to enjoy the short pleasure... dat is having my parents to support them...maybe i was wrong.. den.. prove it to me.. haiz...





wa... so tired todae... actually ok la...todae morning get up too early den i expected.. caz my bro call me to get ready.. caz he callin cab... he la... they la.. my both bro go my aunt house stay gt my aunt moving house.. like no home like tat .. haiz... 2 or 3 dae didn t cum home le.. the house so cold n empty.. even if they are at home... is nt like the past... they still go out till next morning or 4 5 am cum home.. anyway....suppose he wan 2 take cab home short distance la... den call me early early... disturb my sleep to lala land... den i ask him y muz call cab.. den he sae gt interview.. den ok lor... den he told me to sleep first but i didn t hear.. den i get up den dream awhile den go get ready to go down to pay for the cab fare... den wait too long.. den i call he sae no need.. den i dunno wad to do.. den bathe eat go work... den finish work... take many many pic. haha..well.. dunno haiz.. wonder when my bro they all will wake up... i dunno isit i pian jian them is juz tat wad i saw is hw i feel abt them lor.. haiz.. always make daddy mummy worried... surely they gt eyes to c ba... haiz...i means i think my parents sorted out wif them... but i haven t settle wif them haha... wa settle leh... ok la... slowly c pic

our store room.. many things rite

veri tired ... muz rest..

haha.. trying some clothing

Ha decided to blog le... muz follow trend ma... well... todae went back to skool in the afternoon to work on a project... well... i n licia late for sure.. den went to skool library den went inside the study room .. as usual everyone stared... haha so scary la.. tis project... involved so many weird ppl.... section head .... all e useful ppl... haha... o ya i almost forget... so so so so so so so happi... our skool FINALLy got ATM le... finally... of course our project oso involve money... u know making money...haha...tis project of ours is realli cool n special.. yaya... it will start around early Aug... den went shopping wif licia... where... tampines mall.. haha.. i know i know.. den play rf... wait for her aiai den play awhile den they dunno go where den i go compass point meet my mum n little devin... little devin is super super adorable cute and realli cheeky hah..caz sis chew ling go midweek.. den my mum take care devin...den go mac eat...he arh...buy meal eat fries onli... haha..den go cold storage buy salt and his grape juice... the grape juice is wad the church drink every Sun.. haha... den dad bring us home.. den ltr his mum bring him home.. den nw.. typing.. suppose to meet desmond todae...although i m quite keen in a way tat we r realli great frens... but i seek advice frm jess n she told me is my choice.. my heart told me to go but my conviction told me is better nt.. so.. i told him some other daes... when there are other ppl nt onli him...and oso is too late ... shoot... sun i n kyn doin games...how... feed back pls....kyn phone confiscated... den call him to call me oso didn t... hw..... tml work 1 to 930.. yay finally.. haha... kk

little devin... so cute...rite..


i dunno y he call me to bite the fries haha..


so cute


ok.. i dunno wad is tis.. haha