Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Dearest father... when i thought it was alright...
the art of tomato sauce
todae.. when dark cloud came.. i never expect arguements storm in... when dark cloud went pass... rain start pouring... emotions take control... juz when i tot everything was over.... a stranger obviously venting her anger on me for no reason... knock my shoulder.... knowing that she was big... i move away... but she knock../bang... on me... she yell nasty words on me... ok.. i was at fault.. i yell back too... haiz.. i means i realli dun deserve such stranger to walk on me like that... haiz.. i know Jesus oso didn t deserve to be crucify on the cross... haiz i means is my fault.. is realli veri hard to be calm.. as i m human afterall.. but...i jus hab to forgive and love them..one good thing..i can t remember how she look like.. all i know is she wear a blue cyan polo tee.. and to me she is big.. in size.. ok ... i means plum..... caz i felt impact haha...
ok.. went IKEA... woo.. finally... me licia mei qi and sinling..den ivan join us.. haha.. he was on th way home to watch the yu le 100%... but i call him to cum wif us.. BE THE SALT.. haha.. a christian with us... anyway.. in ikea.. totally lost image... like some mad girl... den walk so long.. caz it was so big.. HUGE....i realli enjoy myself.. wif them... all of them... yes ivan too... glad to hab a christian with me.. ...=D
looking at all the furnitures... i realli wan 2 paint my room white.. haha.den if can paint everything white.. even my cupboard... my table.. my tv .. my aircon... my window grill... my fan.. my floor.. haha... nonsense... juz the wall will do.. den put laces... lots of laces... pink laces... ooo.. haha.. black oso nice.. haha... den lots lots of jewels... *BlInK bLiNk*.. oohhh... haha.haha... den call jessicia to paint my wall... flower.... butterfly.. haha...
my room.. now is like.. hmm lime green and yellow... is nice.. but.. i wan 2 try sth different... my own style.. WHITE... or maybe off white.. haha... black.. in room is ugly haha so dark.. but good oso... dirty can t c...
tomorrow.. work...den the rest wan 2 c aeroplane... haha... yes.. the paper aeroplane that i made... haha... wadever... they wan 2 go changi airport.. t oso not confirm.. well... maybe i join them later... haha.. maybe...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Me and licia... den that extra *lookalike shrek*
our click.. that is alot...
saboing.. obviously sharon is there...
Dearest father...bible talk... saturdae.. dunno if the rest can go...today.. no well.. ytd i slept at 10 30 plus.... dozed off after read through BFD... ha.. den dreamt alot of things.. ha... den woke up at 7... went back to sleep again.. till 8.. 15 haha den meet licia.. den go skool.. melvin bdae todae.. haha... his character dun match his body haha... he look blurr.. and tall.. so.. tall blurr... but he veri funny..i sabo him wif cake of course.. and eat some baby food.. haha.. but sabo clean clean.. todae pe... nonsense.. NO PE ALSO WE DON T KNOW den.. we juz jog 1 round.. den ownself play games.. haha.. i juz love such team spirits.. den we played ice and water... isit.. haha.. and police and thief.. ahha... so funny... nut super funny.. haha.. she so cute.. haha... all veri funny.. make me laugh.. i always kana caught as usual... haha..
WILLIE.. haha..
Sharon... guard your overwhelming heart... its taking control of you... be content..and don t ask for more
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Dearest father ... bible talk is coming realli hope my frens will come.. heh...todae..like no lesson.. ya.. so = to slack in skool.. juz that we do alittle bit of project.. den me sinling licia and tzbe go bedok there eat... den we three eat yong tau fu... licia dun like at all lol.. den she eat mutton mee.. den sae quite nice.. den we oso ate the watermelon thingy... snling craving for.. well.. i kind of wan though... den our AA arh... so full of drama.. second time already... in ms chew class... either c each other not happy.. or c outside ppl not happy... den gt some dispute... so sth happen between some class mates... so there is some commotion.... den we kpo ppl.. wan 2 knw.. so went to her blog.. den... she saw.. den opso crying.. den sae y everyone c her blog... at that moment.. i felt bad... caz like... wadever it is.. like..it doesn t concern us..o well..
den after skool.. licia went home first... den end up me sinling and niven went tm walk walk.. den wanted to eat the dipping chocolate at that ice cream shop haha.. den veri ex... den we went swensen...eat ice cream.. lol.. nice... te butterscotch nuts thingy veri nice.. den sticky chewy chocolate.. nice....and some peach mango ice cream...all nice..haha... den went shop and save.. caz willie veri sick.. food posioning den tot cook porridge den i realise i dunno how to.. denthink think think.. cook oat for him .. den melvin b dae is tml.. den all wan 2 sabo him.. including me.. ha... den in shop and save.. we played hide and seek.. imeqans we didn t even know lol.. den... i can t find them haha... den they oso.. run away when c me.. haha.. anyway.. we bought the WADEVER and ANYTHING drink haha... wonder is wad.. so cool...
i saw blind man.. ... but i dunno wad to do... wanting to help.. yet not knowing how to approach...
i dun wan 2 be drifted away.. NO... everydae same struggle..
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Dearest god... i thank you for this day. i dun wan 2 be drifted away from u...i m trying my very best..i hunger for ur love.. the spritual food to be left alone .. without the rest...
TODAY ACCOUNTING CA...haiz.. so so hard.. 1 hour how to complete... my first time.. that i cannot complete my work... haiz.. realli hard.. no jooke.. charlene class oso sae hard...veri hard... den some more.. got white and pink paper... dun let us copy.. den sinling take pink i take white.. betty take pink. haha...=) veri hard well.. when teacher sae left 5 min.. i veri veri kan chiong... my heart beats rise like mad.. and i cannot think.. juz need to complete complete.. is so hard... wadever teacher taught.. didn t seems to help... maybe a little.. den gt 1 malay ger in our class on music loud loud.. den.. i oso here siao already den still muz listen her malay song.. so irritating.. irritance.. den i heard tizbe sae we shouted den she on louder.. i think.. i think i heard like tat.. i dunno.. dent teacher sae dun on anything still so like tat.. y arh... isit drawing attention... MALAY GIRL DEBIT... DRAWING ATTENTION CREDIT.. ha... den my mood totally wa.. den betty and rest encouraged me..den haha. niven = funny... he go take the ballon that left after a bazzar.. den inside the air is helim.. LOL..den he suck the air.. den he talk.. haha.. super dun match him.. den ultra act cute.. haha..den aaron sinling and niven accompany me to tm.. to relieve stress .. shopping ... my money is like turning on the tap without closing.. lol.. den we hab aot of fun...
thank you
a pillar is always inbetween...
Monday, May 21, 2007
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Dearest Father... my lappy seems to be in bad condition... quite laggy... so can t surf webby... sundae was awesome.. celebrating mum dae... totally enjoy myself... at chom chom... eat like mad... caz gt my fav dish... woooo... gong gong.. lala and chu chu... ai yo... so nice..... taste of heaven... lol.. eh.. i think heaven NICER.. but... for now.. in the worldly condition... hab no choice but to live wif it haha... ai yol... so so nice.... gong gong... wa... melt my heart... so nice man.. lala.... wa.. the taste of everything.. ai yo... soso yummy... den veri veri unglam.. eat like no law.... lol.. den snap so many pics caz memory llol... gif my mum wallet... she so happy... den bought additional bible.. she also veri happi.. den my this.. brother of my... gif her black crystal.. haha... HAHA... indeed black crystal.. super small... like sand.. cannot even see.... muz use mircoscope... tiny like mad...ha.... den some more.. a few... black black look like sand... den gif her can do wad... haha... but gt heart la... haha..he veri cute wan.. haha.. wad to do.. my brother...Wahh... god arh... i told myself not to shed tears for my accounting mock test... but tears juz flow ... i dunno.... i forget to do one part.. and now... all wrong... all.. redo... look so ugly.... correction tape here and there... making me the last to leave... when i step out.. and saw the rest waiting for me... i juz cry... sinling encouraged me wif 2 chocolate... so touched... i realli wan 2 do well.. realli wan 2... but it seems like my efforts hab d seems pretty far .....one to waste... so so disappointed wif my self... next tus is real test leh... haiz.. i realli hope to do well... now come to think of entering to poly seems so hardnot to get tempted in many ways...
Saturday, May 12, 2007
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Dearest Father... tomorrow is mother's day.. as usual.. always so excited wif all sort of days...be it father day children youth dae my birthdae my brother birthdae.. haha.. so exciting... i bought for my mum a wallet... .. haha.. my day started off wif.. meeting little pam and rachel... den went parkway... ok.. collect money oso.. haha... den walk awhile.. ok.. fine.. walk veri long... till they hab to sit on the floor when i m choosing stuff... i walk how long also won t tired leh... to me.. shopping is to relieve stress.. though i yet to have stuff... heh.. den almost wanted to buy AMC frying pan for my mum.. quite good..all sort of good stuff inside..but... super way up my budget.... i nearly buy... den kept thinking... den drop that idea... $289... for 20 cm diameter... haha...
den wanted to buy watch.. kept looking.. den.the sale provider veri nice... but.. kept following us... but his attitude veri good... but.. pan n rachel.. dislike him.. caz like tiko peh haha... like pervert... but.. i dun think so ma... i think he veri nice... i almost wanted to leave the place.. ye he still smile and sae thank you... ai yo. so nice.. den as u knw.. girls den ME... walk still will look den as i walk 10 cm away the shop i miao get this CASIO watch... pop tone watch.. den my eyes can t stop.. den end up i buy 2... for myself.. haha.... i wan CASIO watch for veri long.. but never c wad i like...
den went many place to search for a ideal gift for my beloved mother... den went to seiyu.. ai yo.. walk and walk and walk.. and walk.. and still walking.. den i aim get this japan bag... i realli realli like it.. i tot sae buy the bag... den gif my mum... den i oso can use... good idea wan... 1 stone kill two bird... BUT den LAST PIECE... den the colour is milky white.. den can c is dirty... i realli wanted to buy.. but... $119 for dirty bag.. .. den she help me polish.. but is the zip dat dirty dirty.. den i miao get wallet.. as usual... Pierre Cardin... got 10% discount.. haha.. den i think she need wallet more den bag... so.. after... 45 minutes of thinking...
i decided to buy the WALLET... though i super duper like that bag.. caz.. that sale provider sae the bag veri KAWAII and alot of JAP STUDENT in JAPAN USE... den... i WANT.. haha... the brand is HIROSHIMA.. sth like tat... i realli like.... realli realli like... super duper ultra many much alot adore dat BAG haha... ok.... den bough the japan show cleaner... cream... veri veri good... mluti purpose wan... wanted for veri long.... haha... den wa... buy some stuff.. den head home...den mum cook CURRY CHICKEn.. den i ate bread... wahaha.
I SAW INLINE SKATES... FINALLY... AHHHH.. SO BEAUTIFULL.... I REALLI WANT.... 250 QUITE OK.... CAZ ADDIS BUY 600 PLUS.. DEN EJ AROUND THERE... DEN I SAW 250.. MAYBE THE BRAND NOT VERI GOOD.. BUT I SAW LEH.. VERI VERI NICE... I REALLI WAN... FINE.. PAM AND RACHEL.. SAE I DUN LOOK THAT KIND OF GIRL DAT CAN DO STUNT .. HAHA.. I BUY LE I DO STUNT GIF U ALL C..AHHA BUT I REALLI LIKE ... REALLI REALLI... HAHA.. WADEVER LA.. I WAD OSO LIKE.. BUT.. I REALLI LIKE REALLI.. WAHH... I FIND CHEAP STUNT BLADE FOR VERI LONG LE.... VERI VERI VERI VERI VERI VERI VERI LONG LE... ..
i think alot... abt my both brothers... i m glad i building a close relationship wif my older bro.. so glad... normally i click wif my second bro... but... i understand my older bro.. and understand y.. thats y i felt close to him.....
when my brother say.." lucky u my brother... or els i will bash/whack/ u up"
but i knw he meant because u are my brother... and i love u alot
because u are my brother... i respect u
because u are my brother... i care for u
because u are my brother... i protect u
because u are mybrother ... i can t express the care and concern i hab for u Sharontwl © 2009 All Rights Reserved.
Me and licia... den that extra *lookalike shrek*
our click.. that is alot...
saboing.. obviously sharon is there...
