Saturday, June 30, 2007
Dearest father...
Father... what do i yearn for... ..u or my daily routine of working or doing stuff dat i enjoyed... do i worry for tomorrow.. do i worry of wad to wear tomorrow.. my daily qt becoming inconsistent... my prayer wif u..is slowly catching up.. Sharon.. what happen.. has all this worldy stuff trapping u inside...slowly... eating bits and pieces... sometime.. i felt lost..but i oso know.. my pillar of strength is juz there...
unresolved...
i realli hope all my doubts will hab an answer soon...
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Dearest heavenly father... i thank you for the church.... i thank you for allowing me to know all of them... if w/o them... and u... i will hab no direction in life... my life will be so meaningless..and yes.. my life will be super ultra messed up... god i thank you for the sea conference... i thank you for jarkata teens... they are like so awesome... simple and juz realli pure in heart... we hab so so so so much to learn from them... they are like... tiny child in my eyes... sweet and pure... placing u above everything... though in jarkata either u are realli rich or realli poor... yet they treats everone the same... i thank god for radical believers haha.. they played music of u.. that will melt the heart... ... i love each of them for their simple lifestyle... and eager to learn abt bible... we always take singapore for granted.. jarkata can t like us.. walk freely along th pathway... they will get rape and killed.. each of them hab a driver and maid... wao.. i juz love them... sharon is already missing them... riapuni... amanda... fahan... sammy... andrew.... and rest.. o... best in the world...
we sang on stage for the sea conference... my voice is not good enough haha tat y need choir... lol... we sang the prayer... some stand... i already felt moved... i can c a beam of light at this particular row... lol.. i saw my parents... they smile and waved... and gt the" look my daughter is singing" lol.. kind of face... den we sang when u believe.... after the song.... EVERYONE STAND>...my heart melt... my tears was abt to flow... we sing for god.. we sang for them... i felt apprecicated...=D
amanda makes me wan to spend the whold day juz wif her.. tokking abt everything under the sun
riapunng makes me laugh.. at her shy with coolness look
fahan makes me think tat he is a malay haha.. he does hab the fahan face
sam reminds me of a little boy next door
andrew is juz cute haha... he sae he was sad when he is leaving... aww
jeremy reminds me of an ang moh trying to speak chinese
all of them will never be forgotten
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Dearest father... when i watch the show... i dunno wad was comming... tears juz flow.. when a coach frm football nearly lost everything... the needs... didn t have children for 4 years... nearly lost his job as a foot ball coach... den..he read the bible... learnng wad is right... and submit everything to him..., he strengthen himself wif the bible... picking himself up.. with the help of his wife... he grew stronger.. sprirtually.. mentally.. physically... he train the team mates... with the words in bible... and one by one.. the students slowly unite themselves and coach...
he said" If we win, we praise god, we lose, we praise god.
they knelt and prayed...
a old man... daily w/o fail come to the skool every morning touching each locker and pray for each student... he came to the coach and randomly open his bible.. reading a verse to him...
when u think god is not helping ... think again
i m so so grateful that i went to church have a relationship with him... being convicted and knowing that the bible is nothing but the truth... teaching us to speak the truth in love and love ur neighbour as ur self... how much more can i ask for...
todae was another day struggling through temptation.. nth is easy ..but always feel motivated by the bible.. though this is the second day of the week.. so looking forward for tomorrow.. meeting ying ying to get the tune for auto... is hard...
Don t let me stay away from you...=)
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