my birthdae cake.. you whoo.. lol..

Before saboing

Dearest god... lol... happi birthdae to me... lol.. finally.. 17.. waited for so long... 365 daes... lol.. yay.. lol..i wear nice nice todae.. go out wif my class mates den i n licia was late for an hours or so.. lol.. caz bus wait veri long.. lol.. den veri funny.. we muz go katong.. to meet them.. caz they go singing.. den i forget to take my e link card at the bus.. den the lady juz board the bus saw the card den keep flashing toward me.. telling me.. but.. wad the use.. i not at the bus liao.. i at the bus stop.. lol.. but she didn t stop the bus.. den the bus juz go... and my card juz vanish like tat.. lol.. but not to worry.. lol.. i m too gan chiong.. den i straight away wavemy hand out for cab.. den i sit tat cab.. and call the uncle to chase the bus.. BUS 40 lol.. den after a few stop manage to stop at the bus stop that the bus stop.... den i came out of the taxi den ran to the bus back door.. den i juz went up.. den dunno why.. the lady give the card to another stranger man.. which i think that the guy will post back to a skool.. but.. i juz took it and sae thanx you so so much.. lol.. i left and board back to the cab.. lol.. den went back to katong.. to sing song den i went in to the room.. dunno how the manage to find the song happi birthdae.. den cartoon song some more.. den they sing WIF MIKE.. lo... den so touched.. lol..quite gan gong.. lol..haha... haven t start my dae den adventure cum... never forget.. lol den gx n bp sae got wad oreintation.. den hab 2 leave.. den didn t knw the bluff me go buy cake.. den the rest went bugis den go eat steamboat.. den eat half way... they sing birthdae song with the cake appeared no where wif gx.. well bp didn t make it.. caz he nid to rush home.. den lol.. den gil b dae is after my.. 1 Oct.. lo.. den i kana sabbo.. which i didn t expect... caz i told them i wear nice nice.. den last last they sabbo when wan 2 go MRT leh.. shawn coke... den licia flour n egg.. den gil eyeliner... on me... yes me.. lol.. den the egg shell is everywhere... den gorden water.. lol.. den so yucky lol.. den the toliet near mrt onli got gent toliet.. caz ladies toliet lock.. den we all go... den suppose to clean myself.. but shawn wet the tissues den throw at me.. ha.. veri veri dun understand where he gt this idea.. den cum out.. clean myself gorden throw water.. so.. even more clean.. den took mrt back.. can t sit.. dun wan 2 dirty the mrt..den the grab me.. den wan 2 use eyeliner draw me... but after that dun hab.. onli hand.. den i sit alittle while den wipe the seat.. den go home standing.... den daddy bring me home frm punggol mrt.. den he sae i gt egg smell.. lol.. ar de.. lol.. haha..




thanx guys... i will never forget my this special birthdae... thanx ppl....RL.. rocks.. lol..
licia... lol

after saboing





Dearest god.. elo.. lol.. todae.. pack house again haha... well.. haiz.. i m like so looking forward for my birthdae eve and birthdae.. but well.. like half sian already... haiz.. like todae suppose to go out wif licia stella n nadiah.. but stella gt work.. haiz... i m like.. not happi lor.. wan 2 hang out wif them but cannot.. haiz... how cum i can t get a birthdae tat i will remember forever.. haiz.. den tml go the place... not as i wan.. but ok wan.. or maybe i demand too much.. haiz... or my expectation is too high.. haiz... den i realise my dress not as nice as i tot it will be.. den haiz... den even worst... my IA change.. to gardian.. but still ok.. pay abt 450.. nvm.. teacher sae high chance get A... lol.. caz last batch students got 10.. den 9 got As 1 got high B... so i relieved... wel... haiz..

dun pin too much hope... but pin on others things.... ha...




so cute...

Dearest god... hello..lol.. wake up at 12.. well. den didn t brush teeth yet den watch tv finger tips.. lol.. kids central.. c.. i so no life.. lol.. haha.. well.. is abt art.. so.. lol.. learn new things. lol.. den eat den pack the house.. I WASH THE LOO.. lol.. yes.. surprise.. lol..well.. if i everydae one by one do some stuff every dae veri neat lor.. like the past.. when mummy no work.. den the house always so neat.. nw my turn.. follow generation.. lol mop n sweep floor not a easy thing too... i feel tat i gt musscle liao..lol den wash the plates oso.. so dirty..i think housewife tai tai is not a bad idea hor.. lol.. den upstair the grandson n granny came our house toktok.. den i c get baby baby i will be veri veri tempted to carry.. so.. lol.. i carry... lol. 1 yr plus i think.. veri guai..let me carry some more.. den won t cry.. den i carry to my room.. den sit on the bed den he wont climb down.. he will juz sit.. den won t move.. den i let him play my soft toys.. lol.. den he play so cute.. i sae duck denhe sae duck duck.. lol.. veri ke ai.. den dun wan my mummy carry leh.. onli wan me.. * so WEI DA*.. lol.. all of sudden lol.. so nice... den gif him sweet sweet den bring him go up.. after tat meet jess.. and teen worker.. lol.. go through a bit of the recent of acent ..

part 2... in jess camera

me n gx.. we r not sleeping.. juz acting. lol.. caz is veri early.. lol..

i pray tat they will pass wif flying colour and put their heart to do.. amen







Dearest god... todae did nth.. lol.. eat... den iron some clothe... den mid afternoon went nearby mall wif licia... den walk shop .... Rf.... as usual.. den like tat... wel...i realise sth.. our skool boi toliet is bigger den girls toliet... not fair.. lol.. tat time.. lol.. den near to last dae of skool.. den my guys fren cum out of toliet.. den no body.. so i decided to take a look.. den after tat licia came in too.. den the toliet wa.. veri veir big.. i not exgratt.. but realli veri big... got abt 18 basin... yes 18... den 10 fountain .. lol.. den 10 normal cubicles.. but... i heard the normal cubicle is smoking area... but alot of basins... den girls toliet onli 5 basins... 8 normal cubicles... well.. i think the ratio of guys to girls is 5 :2 onli .. so ya lor..well... my presents.. actually didn t wan 2 open til by b dae.. but my mama kpo.. lol.. den call her open.. den i c... lol.. den i call her dun open licia present.. den i saturdae.. own self open.. i dunno if i excited for the dae.. caz gt flag dae.. i m realli fired up for the flag dae.. but.. it juz clashes my birthdae den abit bored already... wads more.. most of church frens need to study... exam.. so even worst.. lol.. i hope tis yr birthdae will be different...



god thank you so so much



















Dearest god.. wa.. i can t publish the post.. den hab 2 rewrite.. but god.. i knw u saw all wad i write.. so.. lol.. is ok.. well.. it was fun fun fun and.. happi belated birthdae to chi yang. i n licia went for our last gathering so can t turn up for this birthday party.. so fun.. saboing.. night cycling. lol.. dong yuan sabo by drinking RAW quail eggs.. ee.. BY BOON PINGlol.. den cycle.. jass fall mnay time.. she do her stunts.lol.. den i fall once dat hurts.. lol..lol.. den so fun... remember to the veri last bit... lol.. so so fun.. juz can t describe.. lol.. o ya.. not forgeting... gx oso fall... how.. lol.. he cycle wif both hand free.. den he wanted to light up his crigratte lol.. den WALA>..... the fuzzy bear LOSE HIS BALANCE and make a outstanding fall.. lol

den we cycle.. i saw some ppl... sleep at the food court... bus stop.... all tis juz impacted me so much... like.. y m i so selfish... keep thinking dat i m not lucky.. but the fact is i m so lucky.. to even knw god.. and saw all this ppl.. i juz can t stop myself not blaming myself.. i prayed so much for them ... the strangers dat i hab never met... how blessed i was.. how blessed...

we sit at the stone path which lead to the sea... i felt so peace.. so calm... so nice... so windy..one by one left.... the stone... onli left me n bp... we tok... den stopped at times.. to juz hear the wind passes my ear...bringing caold air to us .. i started praying... how blessed i was.. and not to give in temptation i told god.. to stop myself frm all tis.. gordon came.. we tok alot.. abt christian and other religion.. i will never understand y... but i juz told my self..tat one dae... juz one dae.. i will let them step in the church wif full of egerness and convicted... =)

god.. i juz simply respect n love u... i wan 2 reach out to ppl.. i wan 2 ...ppl might think tat i m too engrossed in u.. but is because i knw wad actually happen... and how u suffered frm us... it juz can t stop me frm not praying n loving u...





Dearest god... todae.. super got the mood.. to be a hardworking housewife. lol.. actually wan 2 waske up late.. thanx to my lovely brother den call home to wake me up.. which i hab no idea.. den can t sleep liao. den cook breadfast for myself of course.. den start cleaning up... like...clearing bed sheet.. lol.. packing ..exspecially my room... should take a before and after pic.. den wash plates hang clothing water plants. pack living room mop and sweep.. wa.. feel so nice... den my mother todae like queen lol... how.. i think i wan 2 be housewife tai tai.. lol.. dun wan 2 work liao.. lol i pack oso happi.. but muz gt rite mood.. lol.. HOUSE WIFE TAI TAI.. lol.. waiting for my b dae.. lol.. den i can wear my new dress dat i bought.. lol.. cool.. hope dey dun sabo den dirty my clothing.. evil ppl.. lol..wad is it like to be that princess of tat dae.. *rite*.. lol..wiful thinking... lol..doin qt in morning.. so nice.. feel so different ... so convicted.. plus.. listen to song tat praises jesus.. when hanging clothing.. even more impacted... lol.. enuff.... pics.... on tues JB johor looks like i can show.... pic problemssssss






Dearest god...todae is our last dae in skool le... caz my attachment is cumming.. den we break... oct 2... wa... den my attachment at beauty langauge den no webby cannot do pre ia.. heng teacher extend until my first dae.. which i will hab hard time...den went tm wif licia.. den change den we play rf awhile den go home.. caz clear our stuff frm locker den veri heavy...den went home.. forced myself not to sleep.. caz ltr not tired.. actually wan 2 go kids kingdom help mum.. but... realise tat my house need some packing.. so.. decided to change the bed sheet tml.. den iron clothing.. i c i can do wad... haha...

i m holding back.... i feel that i m holding back between god and the world...

that dae went pasa malam... haha. copy my pose

Dearest god.. todae went bugis.. cough start coming up.. slight cough though.. den jas oso not feelin well.. den spend time wif her.. den she keep puking... den giddy.. she look so pale.. den tot wan 2 shop some more.. but caz she so sick.. den keep resting and wan 2 sit.. so we went home...


well... i bought a dress.. yay... haha. finally.. lol.. hohoho.. my camera.. wa.. at gx there... wa...


just now tok to my family.. realise that my brothers and i veri notti.. den my father and mother so so tired... my twin brothers my second kor.. always gt problem.. young the time.. he was nearly killed by a truck... he ran across den so near the truck that was speedy.. den heng my father called him den he ran back.. wa.. den he always sick.. den go hospital alot of time..like got falm in his throat... den hab to take out... den he rub his eye den the eyeball got one cut den go hospital.. den many problem...

den i oso... gif monkey chase.. den bite my mother.. den always forced my mother to carry me.. den i wan wad.. i muz get it.. den always chase out by my father.. den i will take my blanket and pillow at outside.. den all young the time.. oso i pack my bag wan 2 go out.. lol.. den my daddy play wif me den chase me.. den i will fall at the stair.. den holding my ice cream some more.. den fall flat down.. den ice cream still ok.. lol.. so funny..




Dearest god... yes yes yes yes yes... yes god... gx bp joseph willie rubiah wanting sinling and ME went JB todae .... yes johor juz shop for a dae... haha.. so so fun... but.. i tot todae was an unlucky dae... lol.. caz morning meet wanting.. den at bus stop.. den got this uncle like 60 cm away frm wanting den start tokking like questioning stuff den not in a happy way some more.. den i look and wan ting.. dne i ask her.. wad happen and u knw him. den she sae she dunno.. lol.. juz kept toking lor the guy.. mid 40.. den he walk away take bus 89.. lol.. den got 1 malayguy... lol.. young man.. den walk and drop money.. not picking up nvm.. oso not realising it.. lol.. drop total of 70 cent.. he wan walking fast to take his bus.. so no one stop him.. or realise oso onli me haha.. everytime got money drop of wad.. i will c get wan haha den went bus.. den meet them at caseway point.. den sin ling rubiah and willie was stuck in the bus caz behind got 3 students sniff glue.. den they got to witness them... lol.. den took awhile lol... c before go malaysia den cum out so many problem.. den went there.. took their cab.. bus... u name it.. lol... den shop at city square.. den justo lol.. den many more.. den went to the pasa malam oso.. cool.. den will see smash rat at the the path way.. ok 1 onli.. den ppl crawl i means realli crawl to beg for money.. den will c carrying daughter to beg for money.. so ... haiz... den many stuff.. to shop.. den bought many stuff.. went kenny roger eat lunch.. went the Da Ma there eat seafood lol cheap.. lol.. den we took 2 cab.. lol.. den same company den got walkitopki to sms each other haha.. lol..veri funny.. lo... fun over den head back to custom.. den rubiah didn t hide her chewing gum and crigratte den kana caught.. but heng she above 21.. den can but gum throw away.. police throw in the bin.. *which confirm ltr pick and eat* caz is big wan in wrapper..den sign some stuff den go.. lol..



guarding my heart frm temptation.... stop my heart... or i can t stop myself...

thank q ppl.. todae was realli fun.. xie xie gx n bp for the sunglasses.. i will always remember.. lol.. thanx thanx..




Dearest god... problems after problems.. but glad is solved...a christian made mistake .... and i believe that i hab made.. =) but well... blame my pride blame my ego... i juz could not take it... ha....y do ppl always think that christian muz be holy... and will not made any mistake... are chritian not human... human vent anger so do us.... human get hurt and sad so do us.. y ppl juz dun understand we r no different juz tat we take our religion serious ... well.. wad can i sae...wad is lukeness..y christian are still wearing it... r all tis not lustful enough... r all tis not desire to men... y hurt that old man on top... god..... god... god..... i prayed so much tat tml will be a smooth and great dae.. i realli hope nth will happen.... i realli hope no robbery or raped or molested case or wad ever... god... to step on the other side of our neigbour country... i still unsure... haiz.. god.. i prayed so much it will be awesome god.. and not a sad dae god.. i prayed so much that we will all have a safe trip... back god.... got sinling protect me.. i no scared.. lol... god.. thank you so much god....


i m so grateful god.. for everything.... thank you so so much..




Dearest god.. church todae... yay.. den todae so nice.. kor went to church though late lol...den jasmine todae can t wake up.. so meet her at punggol plazza wif the teens.. den everyone like tired.. guess their exam.. they study veri hard.. lol hope they realli scored well.. den sit in nic n lorinda bible study.. cool.. den went home slack till sleep.. den confrence wif verona they all.. den tok awhile hang.. they sae my phone gt problem.. actually their ear gt problem.. den blame my phone haha.. well...lol.. den went to simei east point to find wad the shop the webby.. U KNW WAD... THEY DUN HAB.. .. die die die.. die... i tml wan 2 ask teacher can write fake wan.. the shop hor.. ok is ok la.. can wear heels.. den juz wear black.. alrite lor.. juz that many funny brands.. den many things...tml OIT test hope i can...=) 2nd kor go JB todae... they eat saefood oso.. haha..wed my turn.. but seriously still reconsidering if i still wan 2 go.. caz heard my news.. den veri scared...dd n mimi sae can go.. but muz be veri veri careful... i will think abt it...haiz...




Dearest god... todae .. hmm haiz.. i dun like.. so many ppl.. working full shift.. cum too early den wait too long den time so long den people so many .. so so many.. den many ma fan customer.. make me confused... wel.. i realli dun wan 2 complain.. but.. too many ppl todae... heard den ytd even more.. heng i work todae., lol.. one time.. 5 slippers plus heels on hand.. different customers sum more.. need to remember the size... and face.. but i always forget.. den the size oso.. den i realise sth.. i m getting old... OLD... i cannot remember things well.. u tell me tis.. i forget when i go in store room.. realli.. den muz think veri veri hard den roughy think is that item or size.. that bad lor.. den once got one customer bought heel frm our store.. den cum back ask for exchange.. den got another customer hold the bag den cut get hand den wan to switch . den both is different problem.. den i tok to that customer awhile den tok to the other... den messed up like mad.. so hard... den no sales but so many ppl... so kia su.. lol.. den i sae other county ppl throw coin on the table den wan my cashier to take .. at that point.. realli wan 2 juz tell them.. auntie why u do that.. realli gt the urge to juz tell the auntie.. but.. my cashier didn t sae anything.. .. den i decided not too... i will be high chance sack lor lol.. gt camera leh.. the old auntie can sue me lol..den will make a big fuss so cannot... haiz... den always..miss miss miss take size 6 for me.. den walk afew more step toward the store room.. den miss miss miss can take new piece for me den miss miss miss i wan this this and this new piece.. den miss miss miss.. i wan 2 exchange this to tat.. den miss miss miss... which one nicer.. den miss miss miss... all dun wan... *SLAP*

hungry in progress......

IA REPORT.. how to do when i can t find my store webby.. i think is too run down tat y dun have the webby.. but quite true.. onli gt afew outlet.. den all the stock is oso not done by BEAUTY LANUGUAGE...is other brand wan... so cmi.. how.. how to do.. i think i goin 2 eastpoint simei myself to go check and ask the webby.. wait i fail.. i dun wan.. i willing man... haiz.. so disappointed in this store..




Dearest god... having u around realli feel different... todae sleep and wake up many time.. and left the tap open.. ha.. felt the guilty.. 9 plus left the tap open 11 plus den realise.. like water bills sure shoot like crazy.. lol.. haiz.. den pack the house pack my bro room. caz veri ugly.. lol.. yes i pack the house.. lol.. i can pack.. i wan to be a business women cum housewife. lol.. a tai tai housewife.. den can focus on packing house.. dun wan maid. lol.. den slack slack slack till 6 den go meet fiona they al eat dinner at 198..den go back church spend time.. den jas not feelin ok.. sonia too.. but i believe they are able to stay strong.. amen.. i pray that dey will remain clam and strong. and pray for silvia to stay focus and patient for her upcoming gp .. and fiona n jac.. dat their exam is like 7 days away.. or so.. den todae after service pray wif jas lol.. at the same place which i pray wif jac.. lol.. at that deserted area... surround by frogs n grass.. lol.... juz kneeling and pray to god.. we might be dumb crazy and too memerise wif this *idol* that we are workshipping but one thing i knw.. if is fake.. den how do u explain scientific proof... lol.. ppl den dun believe gt two reason... 1= they dunno there is scientific proof or never heard before...2= they heard before but dun wan to believe because they scared of commitment.. lol.. well.. quite offending hor.. sorry.. haha.. but i feel is like tat.. but is different thinking different mind set.. and is always up to one to believe it... rite...




Name: Sharon Tay (34)
Class: RL

Reflection Report

What we have learned on other stalls

My team R. Teenage started a bazzar in school for the first time. We sell accessories that attracted the students in school. We make use of our sellable items to bring out of our stall to sell. We learned to give out flyers of the influence of others stalls are given out. We learned that we must not lack of communication because all information that needed to know is very important for each of the members, the unity of our team members because the competitor are strong and we need to stay even stronger. We learned that our mouth is more important than the products itself and also we learned that the stall must be well decorated to attract customers.

What We Can Improve On

The price label must be clear, noticeable and attractive.
The extra mile that our team mates are able to provide though the customers did not required. The promotion tools like posters that reflected on our stall.
The people that we targeted and making the wise choice to target.

The Strengths

Our strength for the stall is the decoration that allows customers to be curious.
Our strength are the clothing and name tag that we decided to wear. Our strength is the displayed are far more attractive than the other stalls.
Our strength also have team mates that able to talk really well and able to pull back our sales in the stall.

The Weakness

Our weakness is lack of communication.
Our weakness are the loss of the missing products that our team mates misplaced.
Our weakness for the stall also have team mates that don t dare to approach the customers.
Our weakness are not able to guard our money in the drawer and allow theft to take place.





Dearest god... lol... i can t print... nw shawn helping me print this report shown above.. lol... so tired.. ssg test finish no more ssg.. yes... lol.. waiting for oit oso.. next mon last dae ... test too... lol.. excuse me not stupid hor.. is i can t send tat y.. this is out of the box thinking.. lol.. wad u knw...den spend time wif jess.. lol.. tok tok tok.. den tml onli 1 lesson.. which is like nth.. lol.. still hab 2 cum.. pay money for the photo taking wan...expensive..





Dearest god... i can t sae is stress but... my maga bites for brain chip like not working anymore.. i can t seem to read my notes for tml test... well.. though i m not the visual type of person... i pray tat i will be able to do well tml... 2 dae.. 2 dae.. so so dunno wad ... OIT... y sit behind me.. he is realli veri irritating.. can t he juz keep his comment to himself.. lol.. den after tat gt anger management tok.. and a big room.. wif many other classes and courses of students.. den we sit n everything.. den gt rumors abt bp n hui ru-another class.. lol.. heard that hui ru lol.. veri cheerful...too cheerful lol.. too happy ...haha.. den fabian sit wif other class... wif the so called *hamster* lol.. den as usual veri noisy.,.. i means realli.. den a pain in my head.. lol... den i turn to him den gif a stare and blink away.. lol.. i knw is bad lor.. but wa.. at that point u realli feel like.. wa... den ppl here tok anger management.. den awhile later he n his fren got problem wif another student... during the whole session some more.. den went out.. wif a teacher den heard abit shouting.. i think fabian is extra onli.. like act loyal help his fren lol...
tml meet jess.. yeah..

*dun poke ur nose into others ppl problem*.. lol..




Dearest god... ytd daddy b dae... yes yes... lol.. den nite went eat curry fish head wif uncle joseph family.. den went their house.. danna.. so cute.. pri 2 but veri smart girl.. denise oso pr 5.. lol..so cute.. den danna got two ginny pig.. lol.. nono 3.. born baby.. den grow veri big liao.. den the 3 scared of her.. caz she veri rough. lol.. when carry the baby is force lol.. so funny.. den i put food.. den they like rush.. den i realise that the food bowl no food.. lol.. their poor hamster suffering oso.. but will bite.. lol.. den their tortise oso.. veri smelly.. like licia haha... no la.. den uncle jo open CHOYA let us drink.. haha.. den i drink 2 cup.. lol.. den veri veri veri nice.. wa cool.. lol.. the taste was wao.. lol.face abit red.. but still can.. i veri QiAng.. lol.. den went home shower one more time... den hair wet sleep... den 1 plus wake up drink water... den 5 25 wake up bad dream lol.. watch tv.. i dreamt vampire wan 2 catch my bro and me lol.. haha.. den i dreamt my old home twice.. veri weird jiu dui liao my dream veri complicated.. lol..den 545 sleep den 6 15 wake up.. den skool..


skool is a full of joke.. frens always always the root of the problem in skool.. but well.. i dun realli wan 2 care liao.. den verona jess n sinling wait for me.. lol caz i change go meet mummy... den wa.. they veri patient though veri hot.. wa.. xie xie my beloved.. lol..haiz.. they realli veri good... licia go home first... she veri busy... we both veri busy lol.. xie xie



My Assumption..
She felt that i m a threat to her
she doin stuff dat is not so ming xian to hurt me....
she will leave me when i m near to her...

licia oso felt it too .. dat she treat me like tht lor... but well.. she suffer not me.. lol.. caz she hab to do extra job.. lol..




Dearest god... wonderful dae .. lol.. ytd bible tok.. den went east coast... walk area B to area E so so far.. den enjoy.. play games and our team won.. lol.. frizbee... cool.. den ate food.. that was bbq.. cool.. den i help to bbq too.. den joke around.. lol..den walk back to area B.. lol.. tok alot.. lol.. den all of sudden i wan 2 plan a outing to goat farm lol den weight boarding oso. lol.. i dunno y.. den wan 2 try.. so cool.. haha.. den ok.. we walk half way.. den lincoln n jas need to go to the loo.. den i pei her.. den cum out.. lincoln sit on the bench.. den a little kitten *cat* jump and sit beside him.. so cool.. den i realise that the cat like not scared people.. lol.. den i walk den i stand near the cat.. den the cat cum and lean on my leg.. lol.. den i felt the fur touch my leg.. lol.. den i walk away.. den i felt the hmm.. ee that kind.. but.. i was happy.. lol.. so cool.. like the cat realli wans to played.. i feel so wao.. lol..so nice... stray cat.. lol i will never forget...den went to take bus den fun fun fun den reach hm.. late 1140.. den todae... woke up at 9.52... yes i was late to church... though my house was near.. den faster rush to church.. wif bro.. lol.. den fellowship den went hm.. my father b dae.. lol.. den he invited his group ppl.. den we ate.. den wan 2 spend time wif both pam n sis.. so.. never went to cp meet the rest of the sis.. lol. sorry .. lol.. well.. take a nap awhile.. test.. die... todae no time tml oso tues oso den wed die for exam..




Dearest god... sorry.... i took u for granted.. i doubt ur existence... i do things that hurt u lord.. i m sorry god.....skool was so so slacking... no lesson or cancelled... haiz.. i wonder we goin 2 skool fashion or study.. .. it was raining during morning.. alittle while.. and gx brought back my umbrella.. lol.. den me gordon n gx.. kind of squeeze in that mini umbrella.. lol so funny.. luff til my head drop.. lol.. so funny.. tot alot ppl pei me go tm.. den 1 by 1 can t .. den left gx n gordon.. den went tm.. go ask the Mondo ppl to expand my heel.. lol.. pain*.. den mondae collect.. or sun.. c lor..den walk around.. den went times.. read ghost stories.. *c so slack* den wait for bp cum.. den we walk walk.. den went eat kfc.. den tok tok tok.. den tok tok again.. den bp n me as usual.. went 27 den tis time round he didn t take 161 nor i took 83.. we walk.. till the dunno which bus stop... punggol plaza there.. lol.. den went hm.. called verona nap den night.. den church.. quiz... scored 3.. lol out of 7.. lol.. i study is plain study.. lol.. muz try harder.. u know. den realise that i m like so hurting god here.. so pray wif jac.... in this.. hmm surrounded wif grass patch n frogs... a drain.. den we kneel n look at the direction of the moon and start praying.. buses cars passes and 2 person walk pass.. but it didnt stop us frm praying.. jac is so so strong.. not tat kind of body builder.. but in a way.. she handle things well.. many things happen but she still could take it well... haiz.. but wad abt me.. juz alittle set back.. and i lose my way easily.. haiz.. muz realli pray alot..
act cute is girls main weapon lol... like real lol i knw la.. wan 2 sae me rite..


hey ... yes. yes... i dun hate u... because the bible says not to hate but to love.. i trying veri hard to love u as a fren.. but i juz could not... let me juz dislike u first.. yes DISLIKE... is better than hate.. which i oso prefer.. yes.. i do dislike u alot.. maybe caz in the first place.. u made me tot u r a realli gentleman n nice guy....and nearly made me doubt my church.. and stumble my faith wif god..and do things that made me n the rest of the class dislike u... dun question me if i hate u...question urself wad did u do to made the rest feel the same way as i do.. hey hey i m not angry .. nor pissed.. juz disgusted.. lol...

announce to ppl around me .. no use... they nor me buy ur words.. they are disgusted by those words u sae... yea me too.. lol

either self pity or u nid us to pity u.. but for the things u done.. accumulate .... haiz..

desperate is not the key nor the passport of physical touch to girls... caz.. it will goes no where... afterall u r not as simple as i tot u r...

i nid time to not dislike u.. .. that does not means i will like u.. *never* lol..

i m sorry.. but i finally got to typed wad i realli wan 2 sae indirectly but at least i puke everything out











sleeping lol.. smelly tofu..
Dear god... wahh.. didn t go out wif my little cousins.. caz veri tired.. mum called me to sleep at hm instead.. lol.. den todae lame and funny.. scare teacher ma.. mr liew.. caz he help us alot den we bought cake lol.. damm funny.. we went cca room den faster plan.. den willie act faint.. den verona run tell teacher he faint.. den teacher cum in.. den we all act.. veri funny.. so quiet.. lol.. no body dare to tok. lol.. haha den mr liew.. like keep looking in a veri calm position.. den cmi liao.. den gx bring the cake out in surprise den we sae happi teacher days.. lol.. belated lol.. so funny den call miss teo in oso.. mr woo go expo tok.. lol.. lol todae 1 whole dae no lesson.. den we wait OIT so long den miss teo treat us breadfast lol.. so nice..


suppose to go pasa malam... last min wan.. den didn t lol..so c lor.. tml or wad...

need to study quiz... gosh...

=) acted fainted lol our booth
the prize giving below.. den licia big face lol.. and mr liew cake