Saturday, July 08, 2006
Dear god... todae as usual was a wonderful dae is juz tat hw we view it as.... to dae is fiona and auntie jenny b dae... so exciting... i feel tat todae time was quite short.. maybe because i wake up to late.. haha i wake up den gt 9 messages... scare me man.. haha... but quite cool.. haha... den suppose to meet gwen.. but den she scared late.. den i oso gt alot of thing haven t complete... den decided nt to spend time....den go church....den because of celebrating fiona bdae we sabo her as usual... haha.. nt i suggest hor.. haha... but i involved oso.. den we go chom chom eat... or chomp chomp.. haha.. i dunno... den eat till 2 pluss whi cch i dunno hw... caz we play games ma.. o ya we saw JOANNE den we tok to her... gosh miss her so much.. she sit during my bible studies... ya she have change.. she is still her.. yet in a way style... den the ppl tat go eat is jacinda ivan fiona n sis den ej lincoln kyn n bro n ben...den fiona mum pay for all the food.. tat is alot.. i means... we are realli thankful.. den after playing some games oso fiona mum fetch us home... some of us i means.. den veri funny.. when gt red light.. we are next to a police car.. den fiona mum sae never wear safety belt.. den we faster fasten.. den the policeman driver look over to fiona mum car den we tot he chakc on us.. den i saw he oso for get to wear safety belt.. haha.. den he faster wear oso.. PoLiCe maN arh... next time i catch u instead haha deciding nt to sleep.. haha.. depend on my mood haha.. as usual both of my bro are nt at home... well.. haiz god... i feel tat i having b.a towards them.. i dunno should i juz let it go and let my parents handle... or ... well.. i dunno..dey already fell into this hole le lor.. barely see them for like 3 days or so.. my second bro cum home less den 2 hours go out.. my da ge stay aunt house for like 3 dae... helping them move house lor... nt bad lor.. they treat our home like hotel.. check in check out...haiz.. no matter hw hard i told them dey juz throw my words like rubbish... den my father gif them money.. wad can i sae.. haiz.. utterly disappointed in them... wad can i do.. i dun hab the rite... my parents warn me nt to lecture scold them... hw cum they becum until like tat... is does break my heart lor... it realli do... god is realli veri hurting to c them behaving like tat... no job still gt gf... den money take frm where... cannot even let my parents relax a bit.. muz put the bills infront of them den dey will understand dat there is no freelance meh... my parents some more tot they work den can help a bit.. den nw both no job at the same time.. hw.. den my peanut money can help hw much.. can t even pay the water bills... my parents still can afford all those.. is juz tat i juz dun wan them to work so hard.. i believe they know.. is juz tat they wan to enjoy the short pleasure... dat is having my parents to support them...maybe i was wrong.. den.. prove it to me.. haiz...
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