todae kor kor they didn t go aunt house stay. den i sae.. wa finally.. den went in the room to sae hi... den they like... super angry i dunno y.. den i sae hi.. are u guys cumming to church tml.. den he sae i nt cumming u happi... den dunno wad he sae den he sae he bad mood.. den i juz close the door.. caz i feel tat i may cry any time.. they treat the home like wad.. like dun wan 2 cum home.. like my parents forced them cum home.. y muz stay until boon lay even their work place there.. cannot travel meh.. nt sae another country.. always take the easy way out.. den my parents and i realli miss them.. but.. it seems like they care about themselves den us... realli heartbreaking.. haiz... it seem tat my second bro gf n their works and where they live is veri important.. suppose to tell them abt my date todae caz in the past i aways told them.. it seem like we didn t even get to tok.. haiz... my mum packed their room... so neat.. den everytime went in the room to switch on the internet cable.. den always feel so cold n empty... haiz.. dey tinks tat we controls them... pls.. y dun they think who is hurting who... is all the control n where they live n gf is so important den us n god... is looks like they are fallin away...haiz.. god.. teach me hw to help them... can i still be in their help.. cum back home scold my mum.. i think... haiz...if i can slap them.. i will... when will they wake up... when...