Dear god... it has lead me to here.. near to the satan side.. haiz.. i felt so thirsty.. so thristy for ur love... my heart wonders ...suddenly .. full of doubts and questions dat i juz can t resolved... i felt abandoned.. i felt lost... i felt worthless at that point of time..after awhile... i felt loved warm... sweet misses.. and dun feel like leaving.. that was by the world god...god.. i was selfish... i was god... i told myself to avoid.. but god... is juz so hard.... i tried to resist.. but i can t.. god... a worldy side of me still exist...


fridae.. is the time tat we bond again in church.. so happi to be in the church... felt a part of the body... gathering.. so nice..ytd work till 11.. came home n everything abt 1.. den prepare the cutter shape for the up coming barzzar... juz can t wait anymore... so fun.. licia no come.. she tired.. den felt lost.. and abandoned.. lol... den after tat gx dey came.. i felt so relax... they never fail to make me luff wif their lame joke..yes.. super lame one.. i felt comfortable... den wif jess n verona ya.. different kind of feeling... i felt juz great... meeting den mr liew came to test the ice the wine stuff .. den i dozed off... too tired.. n as usual.. bp i tink of gx.. snap shot... horrible.. den bp print a pic which i slept on bus last few dae.. AHHH.. gosh.. is was ugly yes ugly.. messy.. lol.. paste at their locker.. lol.. good.. tml work... 2 pm.. visit me taka.. is gonna be a... tired dae once again.. SALEs... 30 percent... mphosis... so ya.. visit me... dun buy the stuff.. caz will make me even more bz..