Dearest god...morning bird went back to their home and little owl has cum to hunt for food..isn t tis so life... a everydae routine... but i m so glad that my life wasn t that much of a routine though i knw we do face such daes... and do wonder... y do we born in tis wondeful warmth world tt filled wif pathetic ppl like u n me....all tis hab a simple yet logical reason... god love us.. not tat he wan 2 bring us to here to suffer... but to spread his words... but everything always fail caz we always gt the ans or feeling of being rejected.... tis is so typical to others.. when u ask.. hey wan 2 cum to church.... the expression or ans i leave it to u guys.. i can oso understand y... y is the need in goin a church.... i control my path... my parents born me.. wad has it got to do wif church...church tok craps... and y waste our precious time since we onli gt a short period in living...well.. different ppl gt their own mindset.. n i cant forced them..



god... feeling reali nt in the mood todae... i need a time out... but is there others way out... hunger for ur love god... u love me.. yet i took u for granted... god.. i m too selfish god... to juz think y r the rest being so streotype god.. no matter wad.. we r differ by the cert the name tat we r holding on.. the ite students that no nuts abt bio history...god... y m i suddenly feelin so insecure of wad position that i m in.. god.. i should be thankful tat i got a brain...yes.. a brain that know u... know clearly on wad is rite and wrong.... god.. i m sorry god... for being such a person that think onli myself but not others nor u... =)


after skool.. gt meeting... den licia go c boss den wanted to go home.. but haven t buy formal clothing.. den went wif jass they all to bugis.. we walk shop eat drink.. till 4 plus.. n realise i gonna be late to meet felicia.. den suppose to go punggol end... but end my go my house my room.. tok n eat.. oops.. haha... we chat alot.. yes deep n lots... happi n glad... went for mid week realise that i hab nt revise on the quiz.. n gt little zero.. den after service.. look at ivan laptop which gt super duper.. funny pics tat is us.. yet kind of disfigured haha.. it was so cool and funny....realli funny.. den went home tinking abt tml stuff... T.W.A.D


realli angry wif him...how can he sae that he is planning to go on date.. we realli treat him as teen worker and like us.. but y he did tat... i tot he n fiona is the orgnsizer... y we wan him to put in some ideas he sae sth like y nt u guys gif.. if he wan 2 hab a surprised thing.. y didn t he step down of being an organizer.. huh.. wad is tis whole thing about.. well.. maybe he gt his reason for being like tat.. =0 but ya... at least he cumming.. after tml.. i tell everything to jess.. yes everything.. EVERYTHING