Saturday, September 09, 2006
Dearest god... sorry.... i took u for granted.. i doubt ur existence... i do things that hurt u lord.. i m sorry god.....skool was so so slacking... no lesson or cancelled... haiz.. i wonder we goin 2 skool fashion or study.. .. it was raining during morning.. alittle while.. and gx brought back my umbrella.. lol.. den me gordon n gx.. kind of squeeze in that mini umbrella.. lol so funny.. luff til my head drop.. lol.. so funny.. tot alot ppl pei me go tm.. den 1 by 1 can t .. den left gx n gordon.. den went tm.. go ask the Mondo ppl to expand my heel.. lol.. pain*.. den mondae collect.. or sun.. c lor..den walk around.. den went times.. read ghost stories.. *c so slack* den wait for bp cum.. den we walk walk.. den went eat kfc.. den tok tok tok.. den tok tok again.. den bp n me as usual.. went 27 den tis time round he didn t take 161 nor i took 83.. we walk.. till the dunno which bus stop... punggol plaza there.. lol.. den went hm.. called verona nap den night.. den church.. quiz... scored 3.. lol out of 7.. lol.. i study is plain study.. lol.. muz try harder.. u know. den realise that i m like so hurting god here.. so pray wif jac.... in this.. hmm surrounded wif grass patch n frogs... a drain.. den we kneel n look at the direction of the moon and start praying.. buses cars passes and 2 person walk pass.. but it didnt stop us frm praying.. jac is so so strong.. not tat kind of body builder.. but in a way.. she handle things well.. many things happen but she still could take it well... haiz.. but wad abt me.. juz alittle set back.. and i lose my way easily.. haiz.. muz realli pray alot..act cute is girls main weapon lol... like real lol i knw la.. wan 2 sae me rite..
hey ... yes. yes... i dun hate u... because the bible says not to hate but to love.. i trying veri hard to love u as a fren.. but i juz could not... let me juz dislike u first.. yes DISLIKE... is better than hate.. which i oso prefer.. yes.. i do dislike u alot.. maybe caz in the first place.. u made me tot u r a realli gentleman n nice guy....and nearly made me doubt my church.. and stumble my faith wif god..and do things that made me n the rest of the class dislike u... dun question me if i hate u...question urself wad did u do to made the rest feel the same way as i do.. hey hey i m not angry .. nor pissed.. juz disgusted.. lol...announce to ppl around me .. no use... they nor me buy ur words.. they are disgusted by those words u sae... yea me too.. loleither self pity or u nid us to pity u.. but for the things u done.. accumulate .... haiz.. desperate is not the key nor the passport of physical touch to girls... caz.. it will goes no where... afterall u r not as simple as i tot u r...i nid time to not dislike u.. .. that does not means i will like u.. *never* lol..i m sorry.. but i finally got to typed wad i realli wan 2 sae indirectly but at least i puke everything out
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