Dearest god.. wa.. i can t publish the post.. den hab 2 rewrite.. but god.. i knw u saw all wad i write.. so.. lol.. is ok.. well.. it was fun fun fun and.. happi belated birthdae to chi yang. i n licia went for our last gathering so can t turn up for this birthday party.. so fun.. saboing.. night cycling. lol.. dong yuan sabo by drinking RAW quail eggs.. ee.. BY BOON PINGlol.. den cycle.. jass fall mnay time.. she do her stunts.lol.. den i fall once dat hurts.. lol..lol.. den so fun... remember to the veri last bit... lol.. so so fun.. juz can t describe.. lol.. o ya.. not forgeting... gx oso fall... how.. lol.. he cycle wif both hand free.. den he wanted to light up his crigratte lol.. den WALA>..... the fuzzy bear LOSE HIS BALANCE and make a outstanding fall.. lol

den we cycle.. i saw some ppl... sleep at the food court... bus stop.... all tis juz impacted me so much... like.. y m i so selfish... keep thinking dat i m not lucky.. but the fact is i m so lucky.. to even knw god.. and saw all this ppl.. i juz can t stop myself not blaming myself.. i prayed so much for them ... the strangers dat i hab never met... how blessed i was.. how blessed...

we sit at the stone path which lead to the sea... i felt so peace.. so calm... so nice... so windy..one by one left.... the stone... onli left me n bp... we tok... den stopped at times.. to juz hear the wind passes my ear...bringing caold air to us .. i started praying... how blessed i was.. and not to give in temptation i told god.. to stop myself frm all tis.. gordon came.. we tok alot.. abt christian and other religion.. i will never understand y... but i juz told my self..tat one dae... juz one dae.. i will let them step in the church wif full of egerness and convicted... =)

god.. i juz simply respect n love u... i wan 2 reach out to ppl.. i wan 2 ...ppl might think tat i m too engrossed in u.. but is because i knw wad actually happen... and how u suffered frm us... it juz can t stop me frm not praying n loving u...