Saturday, October 14, 2006
Dearest god... todae went back to work after guardian training.. lol.. everything is link to my older bro.. which i m veri veri pissed abt... veri veri pissed wif him.... he ytd... 12 50 am called home because he went out... playing some lans games... den he called home and woke my father n mother and of course me... ok.. my second bro oso went out play lan games.. but wif different group of frens.. den my older bro called home.. i ans den he sae call dad to ans the phone.. den i ask y... caz we r like so so tired... den he yelled at me.. which i can t remember.. den my dad cum ans... den i m realli not happy wif him.. he called juz to call my dad to fetch him back home... omg.. i m so .... burning wif fire... my father got work hab 2 wake up early.. den he call juz to call my father to fetch him.. who is he to do tat... my father is always so soft hearted.. den he juz go bring him back... i can t sleep after tat... i waiting for my father n him to cum home... den i drink milo den fold some clothing.. den they came home.. i dun even wan 2 tok 2 him.. den i juz tell my father to turn in... den i slept.. den the next morning i can t wake up.. den 8 30 start work i 7 40 liketat wake up.. den 8 i took cab... den i work.. den do some cashiering... den gx n jess came .. den gx bring the coat cum.. realise tat boon ping bdae has juz over.. i forgot.. and no one called me to celebrate wif him.. if gt ppl call i will knw wad.. but i dunno... no bodi told me... even if they think i work.. y didnt they called and ask.. i finish training still veri early lor.. ai ya.. wad is the use... is already over... lol.. den went home.. den seems like my older bro called some of the church frens cum.. den mum cook food.. den my older bro tok 2 me.. den i realli dun wan 2 tok to him... but i juz sae like yes or no... den when we were at the kicthen.. i juz tell him tat i m not happi abt ytd den i walk a away... den after tat they went vivo city.. den my parents go buy coats.. den my second bro juz wake up.. den he go cut hair.. den follow him.. den now he go out.. so no life. .. den my older bro came home.. den i juz tell him in my room den i m still not happi.. den i ask him sth like u wan 2 listen.. den he sae dun wan.. den i m like.. veri veri angry.. very.. like..r u brhaving like a christian...so u means u dun wan 2 repent la.. dun wan 2 change la.. den after he went out.. i think for awhile.. i was buring wif fire.. went in his room wanted to sae all tis.. but he was tokking on phone.. den he ask wad thing.. den all the negative stuff tat i wan 2 sae juz went in my mouth.. i realli dun wan 2 make him pai seh infront of his frens in the pphone.. den he call his fren to wait.. dden ask me again.. den i juz sae i dun wan 2 make u paiseh infront of ur frens.. den i walk away... veri veri angry wif him.. veri veri veri... totally not in the mood lor... i simply juz not happi.. who is he to yelled at me on the phone... who is he to get wad he wan n not thinking of daddy... he no brain is it.... my daddy every morning.. bring him to his desire mrt station den let him go work.. den when he can he will bring him home frm tuas... who is he to take daddy from granted.. i m simply not happi wif hw the way he treat my father... he juz care for himself.. not not others...and still dare to sae second bro.... who is he to sae... yes.. my second bro didn t go church... but at least he is not doing stuff tat make me feel so pissed wad.... wa lau... so pissed wif him...ahh.... haiz.. juz veri veri angry wif him.. 
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