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Sunday, December 10, 2006

wa... so nice... garden city... appearance wasn t the factor...
o brothers... love them all...
thinking... how to open our first prize award.. lol.. we won first prize.. flin stone we the fin stone

yay.. finally can open... happy wor

guys.. a toast for our victory...

not drunk.. lol.. not drunk.. pls la... lol.. grape juice yummy.. martin n me
first prize group... lol.. and rock it idols too.. lol
me and little alicia..

their group.. noah ar ki lo le gist.. some kind of stone.. that got BOMBA..
grace arh grace.. forever adorable

Dearest god... =) todae my second bro kind of pass out awhile.. caz he stomach pain.. den my father grab him tightly.. . anway.. went church.. caroling... dunno i can make it... den ya.. i saw the look on his face... the different side of him i should sae... i believe he didn t means it.. but... i simply juz mad at him.. but it was over.. when the look on his face.. a kind of look dat make me humble my self down... a veri lonely side of him... a veri... hmm.. juz different.. he is juz like us.. but i believe not everyone willing to go near him...becaz he is hmm... i dunno...well... as i tot everything was back to normal ... but sth struck me.. my heart... alittle piece of it was missing.. i realise.. is not juz a piece.. but the fren ship i hab.... i find it missing... for quite some time.. ever since that matter was blown up.. well.. is my pride that stop me frm searching for them.. wanting to knw the latest news.. or rather gossips.. i find it hard to humble myself in... i means i realli knw is my fault for messing the little event.. i means i tried to hold my tears back.. but it juz flowing.. the feelin was horrible.. and i was realli hurt inside.. realli ... i guess a memory for me.. lol.. and them... so so hard to tok 2 them like i used to... if i met them on the street.. how m i suppose to react to them.. i realli dunno.. everything seems so fast... yet the pain remains.. i felt abandoned for the first time... and like being left alone.. to make my way homee.. the feelin wasn t the best.....i means ... my attitude isn t rite ... everything wasn t in planned.. everything was over.. and i dun wan 2 look back.. frens are important.. but if memories... of that.. all i can .. is to put in some where... unable me to recalled..... can t believe that i still rack up the past..=)

played pool wif teens.. lol.. sonia gonna miss u... go us 3 weeks.. well... juz go there w/0 worries...

jasmine arh jasmine.. go japan arh.. lol enjoy ok... there can see cannot buy.. lol..

jess mike kor kor peiling jie jie uncle danny... go thailand.. lol.. reach liao.. shopping finish liao.. lo.l.. enjoy....

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