Friday, December 29, 2006
we planned as one...
Retro ppl...on 22 dec... christmas party
Dearest heavenly father... i m so troubled ... everythings seems unresolved..my results.. frenships.. family... my part time jobs... everything...
i hab check my results... previous ses gp 3.0 this ses gp 3.3 i dunno the total.. i dunno where to go.. where should i go... i can appeal... but my chance are slim... i wan 2 go simei for higher nitec.. but is 3.6 and above... republic poly.. 3.5 onli bishan... 2.8.. but god.. i dun wan..if private.. 12 thousand dollar for 3 yr of the course i wan... i dunno... i feel lost... i tot results can lighten my burden... but it can t .... how to rely everything to god... i dun hab an ans...
everything seems missing .... everythings juz fell apart... everythings juz could not matched... i tot ytd the tok wif jess would helped me... but... i dunno wad m i troubling... like everything i told her didn t solved... i dunno would i be able to forgive.. ppl whom are dearest to me... ppl that i cared alot... ppl that realli breaks my heart..
sometime... i felt lousy as a sister.. lousy as a fren... lousy as a daughter.. is not the pressure.. nor stress.. i realli dunno.. i can t even sort out my feeling... bit and pieces... that form my agony..
search my heart.. is indeed painful.. that juz make me wan to avoid it... pray to him... i should... not todae...den when...
maybe tomorrow.. it will be solved..
m i ready to face everything tat troubled me.. able to take the battle wif god...
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we planned as one...
Retro ppl...on 22 dec... christmas party