I Am

Sharon.

Often caught staring at blanks. Loves to be with family members. Enjoy hangouts with people.

Dislike hot weather. Never like eating spring onions.

I Wish

[ ]Stay in Seoul for 1 month
[ ]Room filled with Chocolates
[ ]Study bible with Someone
[ ]New Bible
[ ]Further Studies
[ ]Awesome 5 Hangout
[ ]A Pet
[x]Repaint My Living Room
Saturday, March 31, 2007





Dearest heavenly father.. i thank you for this wonderful dae... i thank u for addis lord.. he is getting baptized... after many years... god.. some time.. i realli ask myself.. how can someone... or rather a person... manage to lie his way through....i find it veri xin ku......can means can.. cannot means cannot... is it so diffcult..


i m juz so thankful... I GET IN TO BUSNIESS ADMINS... YES...super grateful...tomorrow will be a great dae.. with u..

my brothers smoke... whether is little or alot... is still smoke.. y never think how would my parents feel... ..whether they st wif a brother or wad so ever... when cums home.. back to square 1.... i m trying my best to love them... and to help them in every way.. i m realli trying my veri best..because they are my brothers..


i scribbled at: 3/31/2007 12:51:00 AM


Thursday, March 29, 2007






Dearest god... brand new dae.. yep.. i woke up late todae.. lol.. reach shop juz nice open shop lol... well... fridae goin 2 aunt lili house again.. cool...looking forward.. so happi.. tml work den fri sat sun off.. finally...haha... everything was fine...









i dislike my brothers for sitting infront of the pc almost 1o hours.. after they woke up...






i dislike my brothers for not making themselves useful by at least wash the dishes..






i dislike my brothers for taking my parents for granted like they will live forever..






i dislike my brothers for staying at my aunt house yet accusing them ...






i dislike my brothers for asking my father for transpot juz because they are tired...






i dislike my brothers for treating my parents and me less important than his friends...






i dislike my brothers for betting on soccer that lead in to gamble...






i dislike my brothers for goin to clubbing and mix around with wadever ppl...






i dislike my brothers for doin all kind of things to make themselves look good..












For all the dislikes.... i choose to love my brothers... i dislike their sins they have.. yet i love them for they are blinded frm the world... the short pleasure...but i believe they will cum back..






=D











i scribbled at: 3/29/2007 12:22:00 AM


Saturday, March 24, 2007



Dearest heavenly father.. how could i be ever grateful to you.. ur loving yet warmth heart...i thank you for this wonderful dae.... me and felicia went to 1 of the golden girl home... for.. hmm.. sharing abt her life.. auntie lily young.. she .. so.. nice.. so warmth.. so awesome.. she share abt her wonderful life.. yet many many struggles ... yes... she hab 5 cancer befor.. and this is her 6 cancer... she having sth on her neck.. which is a cancer... the main cause... stress...





she share abt her.. boarding skool... and many more.. i was amazed of wad she can do... sales directer... baking cooking.. nursing sales assistent.. beautition.. teaching... to me.. she is almost perfect... she is good at talking...she share abt her live.... how she rely so much to god... and knowing that god will do great things in her life...she done 24 kimo and yet so brave... she is simply awesome... i m glad that i went to her house... eating the marble cake... drink a nice hot lemon tea... she is one women tat i will never forget..




she never run away frm cancer... she fight ... and fight,.... she might be strong in the outside.. but still.. she need much concern and care... she met many struggle.. yet always so strong... everything tat she sae.. i will never forget...


so refreshing once again... thank you auntie lily...


den we took cab.. den the taxi uncle.. starting saying.. the previous customer gif him tips.. he is bank manager... den start comparing .. that he once fetch the dunno which big shot man the son.. den the son gif 50 dollar.. den was waiting for the change... den expect the uncle to give the 10 cent change... .. dunno how to explain... hmm.. den...



den we took bus 3... den bumped into ying ying jie jie.. den start tokking and everything.. den ask her.. how she hold on to 7 yrs of christian... den she share with us ..



den went church .. shawn wooten.... yay... i took pic wif him.. he is so awesome.. so nice... his word truly impact me alot.. making me think... aiyo.. lol. so grateful....






how we choose to live our life...


he said :

in a deep deep forest... there were many tall trees,creepy insects and it was really dark.......i ask god to take away this scary forest... yet he told me...i will take care of you and lead you through this forest... if u walk behind me....



ok.. i edit abit... itchy hand.. but.. i imagine... that y.. i write until like tat..=D


moral of the story... todae.. i met so many kind of ppl... that were created my god....




i scribbled at: 3/24/2007 12:03:00 AM


Sunday, March 18, 2007











Dearest god.. They warm my heart...... yes them,.... my parents and me and the rest of the parents in the church.. and some teens.. we went IMH... when i first saw our adopted ward... my heart melt..... they are juz so sweet... so full of life... so calm...so colourful... so lovable.. so fun.... when we played..i see how happy they were.... no worries at all... i hold back my tears as the game was still going on... to see them so happy.... i juz can t ask for more...





who am i to ask for more frm u god... who m i to self pity ... i should be thankful... should be grateful... who am i to be sterotype .....to imh ppl... they are no different frm us....





to see them happy... i couldnt ask frm more...



my brothers came to church... i muz be patient... as they are too far away from god... their heart hardended...


i scribbled at: 3/18/2007 08:15:00 PM


Saturday, March 17, 2007











Dearest god... is my manager setting higher expectation on me... nowadays she often erm... how should i put it.. not scold but... say... den often..i also blurr .. like... i can never get things rite... i dun wan 2 be blurr... but... either i can t hear properly.. or wadso ever... lol.. btw.. i wan 2 go check up.. full body check up... =)..



today i tok to my brothers... casual talk.. caz my family went to eat.. den fetch me home.. den at the car we start tokking.. normal tok.. well.. they way they tok can be funny.. yet... worldly... i juz sense it...so tired everydae...





Dear god.... choosing business admins is wad i really wan... but if it is ur will for me to go accounting... i will... who am i to ask for more.... ur blessings have given me so much... i will study realli hard... and will go the path u would wan me to go... in fact.. the right path.... i love u so much... thank you so much for everything... i surrender everything in your hands , in Jesus name... Amen...


i scribbled at: 3/17/2007 11:28:00 PM


Friday, March 16, 2007








Dearest god...wao... it has been months since i lasted posted... lol.. growing up.. learning much more den before... making me stronger spritually and physically... lol..i realise sth... sharon is a conflicts avoider... lol... when she met things that involved her... she will turn away and not facing it... lol.. well.. i knw is wrong but... sometime.. u never expect this way... sometime i ask myself ... y when sth huge happen ... it can never be the same again... as before....but with church frens... sth happen... when is resolved... we forget it.. and move ahead... or rather... forward...





i always think the world thinks the same... sterotypes... i believe and truly thinks they look down at ppl whose education is not as high standard as them.. i tried not to be bothered by them... but even me or us... we are still human.. we tend to even feel this way ...





i m just truly happy for my awesome brother David... well... he is getting better... yeah... so many ppl have been inspired by him... his courage... so happi for him.. though i can t understand the suffering but i seriously think is truly painful....






a struggle that will not go away.... my brothers.... they are worst than before.... they are juz.... i can t relate.... the gamble on soccers... lost close to thousands ... his fren use his name on handphone bills... of course he allow... i think uncle teck said before... to look good ... they can do anything to look good... short pleasure.... is it worth it.... no money den cum back home stay... gt money... i can t even see them... either with their frens or.... ya.. with their frens... i love my brothers... but at the same time.. i hate their sins....all this are so disappointing... they hurt ppl that loved them... but ... who am i to feel this way.. when my parents feel even more than me... they knew all this thing... yet always so brave .... showing love and concern to them... tellin them that they will be there for them.. though things are like tat...






i scribbled at: 3/16/2007 06:47:00 PM


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