Friday, March 16, 2007
Dearest god...wao... it has been months since i lasted posted... lol.. growing up.. learning much more den before... making me stronger spritually and physically... lol..i realise sth... sharon is a conflicts avoider... lol... when she met things that involved her... she will turn away and not facing it... lol.. well.. i knw is wrong but... sometime.. u never expect this way... sometime i ask myself ... y when sth huge happen ... it can never be the same again... as before....but with church frens... sth happen... when is resolved... we forget it.. and move ahead... or rather... forward...
i always think the world thinks the same... sterotypes... i believe and truly thinks they look down at ppl whose education is not as high standard as them.. i tried not to be bothered by them... but even me or us... we are still human.. we tend to even feel this way ...
i m just truly happy for my awesome brother David... well... he is getting better... yeah... so many ppl have been inspired by him... his courage... so happi for him.. though i can t understand the suffering but i seriously think is truly painful....
a struggle that will not go away.... my brothers.... they are worst than before.... they are juz.... i can t relate.... the gamble on soccers... lost close to thousands ... his fren use his name on handphone bills... of course he allow... i think uncle teck said before... to look good ... they can do anything to look good... short pleasure.... is it worth it.... no money den cum back home stay... gt money... i can t even see them... either with their frens or.... ya.. with their frens... i love my brothers... but at the same time.. i hate their sins....all this are so disappointing... they hurt ppl that loved them... but ... who am i to feel this way.. when my parents feel even more than me... they knew all this thing... yet always so brave .... showing love and concern to them... tellin them that they will be there for them.. though things are like tat...
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