Monday, July 09, 2007
Dearest Father...
today.. reopening of skool... i fear temptation.. being not righteous... but todae was still ok.. end at 11.. because mr aw didn t come.. i think is operation or wad ..
i thank god for my life.. god... sundae service was impacting... in fact all sermon of fridae services are impacting... u are juz... big.... HUGE...i tot earth was the biggest in the whole universe.. but i was wrong... i tot jupiter.. but i was wrong... i tot the sun was the biggest... i was wrong... but i know...so far...Antanes/antares.. is the biggest... is some big... big big big big big sth... looks like a sun... is realli huge... den when i think abt u.. i wonder... if all this planet were big... huge... wad abt u... WoAh.. i was realli amazed abt ur creation....god.. singing kingdom songs is one of the great comfort... that i truly seek when i nid u... and god..
u... a chirstian... y .. wad are u doing... it sounded like a split image to me... who r u.. why..deceive everyone around u.. why even tell the ppl that haven t baptized ur horrible lies... ur craps... and claim i like tokking to open minded... u r so scary ..i wan 2 slap u is it right.. to keep ur horrible lies.. so that it will not spoil the frenships u hab in church... i realli hope that i didn t listen u.. so that i will not keep thinking abt such nonsense... but i can t ...u.. look righteous.. looks like everything was fine... was great.. get all emo wif many things... yet... i dunno.. can i still love u in chirst like i do before...
i realli pray for zhi zhong... he is truly a great brother that filled with humours.. i realli prayed for him.. trying to be righteous among his frens... yes.. indeed is not easy.. yet...i know he never gives up..he wan 2 love everyone the same.. and i believe he can... god.. i oso pray for uncle richard mum... fighting against cancer... though she onli hab a dae or maybe few hours to live.. but god.. i pray that u will gif great comfort to the family... and surely.. i know the brothers and sisters will be there.. encouraging them...
god.. i oso pray for david... my awesome brother david... fighting for cancer... yet still hab to go op i will never ever understand his pain... but i know u do.. i pray that u be there for him....
i oso pray for jasmine... family problem always come and go... and yes god.. she is struggling .. but i know she will able to go through such harsh remarks and being nagged... god... pls be wif her always.. allowing her to know and to always make a stand to her frens... yes god... is not easy.. but i know wif her faith.. is possible...
i pray for my both brothers... i pray that my brothers will realise that their life is realli messed up ... that bills that help his frens ... dat owe my family so so much money... and end up still hab to borrow frm my grand mum.. in order not to charge both my brothers to court for signing up under the name as my brother fren on hp bills... that come out many red letters... some time god.. i juz dun understand.. y they wan 2 created their problem to ours.. making my parents to suffering... and even themselves... god.. i realli hope one dae.. they will come to understand that they are being too imature...
y... y... i feel sorry for u... i take pity on u... wif a good look yet inside is like an fuji apple.. bright and red already rotting... wif fat worms... why are u lying to us... y... wad is the motive for all this... y use such an attitude to tok 2 us... y r u guys being so selfish.. hurting us juz like tat... why...u ... u....both of u...are u testing me... u both... are the joke... go away....
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